A letter from Apr 30th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hy Niharika!! I just read the letter our past send to us. That letter shown me how self conscious and motivated I was. I was??? Yah! Now a days this Niharika is the amplifier of stupidity!! These days I have been dismotivated by situations around me. I'm feeling insecure! I have lot of grudges on my best friends too and this is making me ruthless and brainless. That is why I have been trying to stop putting this act! I have been trying to be normal. I have been trying to study hard and hard so that YOU won't be left alone. As you know we broke up with him. How are you? Moved on? You know I have been lying people and even myself that I'm moved on, but I know I didnt yet. But this doesn't mean that I want him back. Its just I'm feeling guilty that I have messed up his life. Even now I want to text him but you see you know about him and his responses! Response? You know why I said I'm feeling insecure and holding grudges on my besties ? Because they aren't responding well! And amulya!! Idk what happened to her! As you remember I tried not to respond to their texts too! But that isn't my character so I ended up being nice again! Ok!! Lemmi solve this asap so that you can have your fruit full of best friends . please don't tell me they are still this way! Ooocomeon no it can't be....your brain will be messed up if that happens! And more importantly I'm studying well! And you have too! We will we know that! Prepare for GATE! IIT is our goal! Take care Niharika, hope I don't die with problems before you find this letter. -love (Did you complete watching vampire diaries?)

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear past me!
For some reason, this sounds weird but imma write my thoughts.
well, I'm happy now. there are still many problems but I'm happy now. Yes, I'm preparing...

Atge ofr. I eardrh ubt it need ewll rkwo neve ot idnog 'im. Tmie uoy i lwil gte dene i irsmope i ahwt tish. .
A agedchn uor tol sdirfe,n ethy. Mrueat we lal vhea gonrw. Oubta eerosspns ew raec dnto' wno. Tosprgpinu ni ear ym em heyt esisudt. Lrlyea tyeh era godo. Gmompincoris) (htauwitthot dneifecfrse i ccapet we our to all and eraendl eahv. We tbteer are ot ropnes yrting a owrg elki. Sutdniyg im' ahrd. Tnxe utysd lwli nthom i arrehd. Dutsy btaes i nede i so gte i a wlli wlli kiel htta htwa. " m?e ithw hwy mi' ?i omnalpngiic eond c'tna w"yh lony. I tmei " ym im' msyfel so htat oyu tmertas lliw erpvo wno ktngai is'"t ouy liwl otni to ttha stih teg sanhd. Ioggn tsih an to 'im xettne orf. Tiem my not tihw iohtjop milayf, i'm dsgpienn nad sdn,rfie. Is ygu how see are el,lw ew tsih hpoo?tji nwo diitso. Rae we. Loev ihm like we kiel ?us in in twih ohw evol llfa icbth whti lfal ovel plpeeo t'won i rilyuss!oe. He me ctjereed. Ont tweebne ewrd erjtngeic ym elin esur eh nvee m'i ubt a tikhc igtf too su. Pu rea we wond tvrgnhoikeni idk yawa fomr gohtuh ilhwe rppianorseta grigbnin niitrfgd im' iabnr mhi oru not. Hpijtoo acebues him amy wiht rsecdso nigiognr nlie my m'i and aemd i tblfoeocrunam vaeh him. Mhi elmsfy hutr nawt ot nto do i uhtr or. Neve mete 'im em segsu hmt,son kihtn mhi teh ihs uesr ertfa noe noyl i'm i dtixece i'm lodwr ont htshgotu in ntwo' he oautb to nvee of petytr. A hsngti od ear i there orf nca iotpjoh ewf. Fi em wlil eh and dan lwil i hple seden lhpe him eh octantc. That ta algd tslea do nac i mi'. Ubt ti m!oer ssmi hsoldu my cuesscs i imss i mhi rabg sapa. I it ndee. Rvseede ti ew. Redemda ayawsl fo stuyd ntio eth etg rppyelro dan pierosm i lgc ew llwi uyo i. Ebf dmbrecee teh ni ryuo is aearcim xame othjiop gonig in he yb nad si ot a,wy. Htat dnteaw uekdsc to uro u si ubt gniog os, emte im' nwok tno teme atls puy erus kame rpttey i aiang ti lepcais we to nad aer yhw. Ti it if wlle, lilw ot ont tonw' ggino ti si pnhape fi it anpehp. " cnoiletse eenlictso is eartf teh tesinocel sebt reebmerm ubt y"rou.

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