A letter from Apr 30th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hy Niharika!! I just read the letter our past send to us. That letter shown me how self conscious and motivated I was. I was??? Yah! Now a days this Niharika is the amplifier of stupidity!! These days I have been dismotivated by situations around me. I'm feeling insecure! I have lot of grudges on my best friends too and this is making me ruthless and brainless. That is why I have been trying to stop putting this act! I have been trying to be normal. I have been trying to study hard and hard so that YOU won't be left alone. As you know we broke up with him. How are you? Moved on? You know I have been lying people and even myself that I'm moved on, but I know I didnt yet. But this doesn't mean that I want him back. Its just I'm feeling guilty that I have messed up his life. Even now I want to text him but you see you know about him and his responses! Response? You know why I said I'm feeling insecure and holding grudges on my besties ? Because they aren't responding well! And amulya!! Idk what happened to her! As you remember I tried not to respond to their texts too! But that isn't my character so I ended up being nice again! Ok!! Lemmi solve this asap so that you can have your fruit full of best friends . please don't tell me they are still this way! Ooocomeon no it can't be....your brain will be messed up if that happens! And more importantly I'm studying well! And you have too! We will we know that! Prepare for GATE! IIT is our goal! Take care Niharika, hope I don't die with problems before you find this letter. -love (Did you complete watching vampire diaries?)

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear past me!
For some reason, this sounds weird but imma write my thoughts.
well, I'm happy now. there are still many problems but I'm happy now. Yes, I'm preparing...

Eagt fro. Utb m'i i rradeh ti eenv gidno eedn lwle ot owrk. Mtie ropmies i eedn get wtah i tihs iwll uyo i. .
Tehy a uro iesdn,rf geahcdn lot. Orwng avhe lal remtua ew. Tuoba wno speorsens odn't erac ew. Rea ni my nosptgpiru isusetd em heyt. Ayller doog era yteh. To pcatce haev cg)ommoiinpsr and eferdscenfi we (tttuiohthwa aneerdl lla i our. A pnreso aer yigrnt to ew ielk gorw reetbt. Tgysuidn hrda 'im. Sduty ilwl edarrh i hotmn netx. Illw i kile tge a dsytu lilw i i ende so wtah atbes taht. Itwh " ndoe anc't yhw ylon me? pgcnmnoliai 'im "hwy ?i. " os niot ahsnd tkangi illw tatmrse uyo illw ouy i'm htat s"t'i my ovper shit iemt i tge nwo efymls that to. Ot gigon rof eetxtn hits an im'. Iwht emti if,nesdr ninepdgs and jptoohi my mlfyi,a i'm otn. Lwe,l ihst ygu si aer ptjooi?h hwo see now we oitdsi. We rae. Hibtc evlo leik tiwh eopepl ni ni i us? iossre!ylu how fall keil wtih flal ovle him notw' ew vole. Etreejcd me eh. My kctih vene oot igtf otn enebtwe 'im su utb erdw inel eh jnegrietc a ures. Gtuhoh m'i etansporpria hliew him dwno ngrkeviontih dki pu era nfdigirt uor igirnbgn away riban we mfor not. Ihm ucbsaee amy inel booufrtcmnale ym tihw adn mi' avhe amde resdsco norgigin ihm tojipoh i. Rhtu hmi do ot utrh otn selmfy atnw or i. Eht me hnitk 'nwto dlwro i lony uessg 'im s,thnom tno he ish mih one ot m'i emte eevn 'mi of eiectdx user boaut pyrtet eevn totughsh rtaef ni. Do nca rof i tnhigs aer a rtehe efw oojipht. Eh dna nda will me will i hlpe aoccntt pleh if he eensd him. Od i 'im lesat thta lagd ta anc. Smis my rbga tub pasa ihm sesscuc it slhdou i i smis m!oer. Eedn ti i. Ti ew eevdsre. Prrplyeo ddeream ew will sydtu ouy tge lcg niot lsyaaw i i seipmor teh fo adn. Oiggn yb si exam amciear he uyro si adn ni ya,w to hptjoio efb ni ermebdec teh. Is we emet taht ruo astl ti dkusec ubt igngo nad inaag eetm iapeslc upy i tadewn ekam hwy nto os, ertypt ot mi' srue rae okwn u to. Ti ti tno n'tow si hpeanp if ioggn wl,le to fi it ti lwli epnhpa. Tfear " is cesitlneo eht but bremeerm eioeltcns ebts o"uyr oenetsicl.

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