A letter from Apr 30th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hy Niharika!! I just read the letter our past send to us. That letter shown me how self conscious and motivated I was. I was??? Yah! Now a days this Niharika is the amplifier of stupidity!! These days I have been dismotivated by situations around me. I'm feeling insecure! I have lot of grudges on my best friends too and this is making me ruthless and brainless. That is why I have been trying to stop putting this act! I have been trying to be normal. I have been trying to study hard and hard so that YOU won't be left alone. As you know we broke up with him. How are you? Moved on? You know I have been lying people and even myself that I'm moved on, but I know I didnt yet. But this doesn't mean that I want him back. Its just I'm feeling guilty that I have messed up his life. Even now I want to text him but you see you know about him and his responses! Response? You know why I said I'm feeling insecure and holding grudges on my besties ? Because they aren't responding well! And amulya!! Idk what happened to her! As you remember I tried not to respond to their texts too! But that isn't my character so I ended up being nice again! Ok!! Lemmi solve this asap so that you can have your fruit full of best friends . please don't tell me they are still this way! Ooocomeon no it can't be....your brain will be messed up if that happens! And more importantly I'm studying well! And you have too! We will we know that! Prepare for GATE! IIT is our goal! Take care Niharika, hope I don't die with problems before you find this letter. -love (Did you complete watching vampire diaries?)

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear past me!
For some reason, this sounds weird but imma write my thoughts.
well, I'm happy now. there are still many problems but I'm happy now. Yes, I'm preparing...

Ofr etag. It ellw nede eenv raherd rwok im' giodn i to utb. I uyo tihs i waht wlil teg i pomrsie eend emti. .
Fdr,snei yhte uor a olt deanghc. Lla aveh nrwog ew etmaru. Aubto ew cera onw ndto' sspresneo. Em ni uitdses rea orpsguipnt ethy my. Heyt lyerla doog are. Somiimrcg)pon twoutthhti(a naeeldr lla eirenesfcfd dan ot ew aptcec vhae ruo i. Opersn ogwr a aer eilk ot tretbe ew rntigy. Arhd tigyunds mi'. Tysdu rdrhea i liwl mothn txne. A hatt i edne saetb i wtha illw os ekil lwil teg ysdtu i. Em? lyon hwti endo ciannpoligm ?i " "why 'natc yhw 'im. Ym m'i taht you uyo s"ti' tihs liwl inaktg onw noti to os i eslmyf opvre lilw nhads tmarets etg " hatt miet. An rfo iggno m'i ettnex sthi ot. Ton ym penindgs ifyml,a i'm thwi joitpoh dfs,eirn emti dan. Is see ihts owh odtisi nwo uyg aer ew elwl, ?tiojpho. Ew ear. In i we velo eovl bhcit oelv hwit oeelpp woh mih afll ihtw lkei yus!rioesl in onwt' iekl s?u lafl. Cjtdreee em he. Khtic tub 'mi ienl nteeebw a eh tieegrcnj neve my sure tgfi tno ewdr oto us. Up aiprtspenoar otn ew hthoug ternnovihkgi wond brani inibrggn oru rae 'im imh iehlw waya dki rfmo grntfdii. Igngnior ecusbae i hvea feloocnatrmub cedsrso mi' and tiwh eadm amy nlie imh mih hootpji ym. Eyfmls i truh nwat to hmi ruht ro od ton. Khtni nvee hmi nvee lwdro teh em sreu hstmon, ow'nt eusgs eon mi' i yprett fo feart uhtsohtg ton i'm noly to eh dteecix sih eetm obuat mi' in. Ear do nigsht oitphoj anc ether i ofr a efw. Ilwl hpel dsene i he adn tnaoctc lhep dna ihm em eh llwi fi. Nca at i adgl slate ahtt mi' od. Issm my mro!e paas grab it doushl csceuss i utb sism i mih. I it deen. Ti eedesvr ew. Lliw eoprlryp aylaws i i tuysd ntio yuo and fo eth tge dmeader clg ew ipsroem. In iggno is by the ecdebmer si oury mexa hiptjoo he in adn cmieraa to efb ,ywa. We utb atth ot mi' o,s atdnew u ywh and uor kmea puy is trypet lsapcie to i ggnoi nowk are tasl ckudes gnaia srue ton ti etme teme. O'wnt fi ont el,wl is lilw it fi paephn ti ti ongig ot ehanpp ti. Etiecsoln etceolnsi rrmbeeme roy"u ubt hte si " etfar lncoeesti bets.

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