A letter from Apr 22nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I really hope you feel better. Things aren't really good now. I hope you reached your goals. Did you lose weight? Did you choose a good high school? Did you get better at dancing? Can you play the guitar? How is it going in school? Do you have a roommate? Did you get some new friends? What's their names? What high school did you take? How did you decorate your room? I really hope it's green. What kept you going? Is mom calling all the time? How is it going for Andjela? How is Jovana doing in 8th grade? Is Andjela in England? Is it hard, you know, with life? Do you know what you wanna be when you grow up? Do you have your hair short now? Is it a shaggy wolf cut? Do you finnaly wear makeup? Did you get taller? Do you visit Jennifer sometimes? Did your clothes style change? Did you get a boyfriend? Do you miss Filipstad? Is it fun there you are now? Do you have a dance youtube channel? Is your fear of water better? Is Coronavirus over? I really hope it is. It's hard now. Did you forget any good stuff that happened? Do you still have contact with any of your middle school classmates? I hope you're not that lazy anymore! Get yourself together! You can do it! Make mom proud now, please... Study really hard and don't forget to rest... Are you eating normaly? Please do. There are so many things I want you to think about: Don't get too stressed. Work hard and prove mom that you can get a job. Make her the proudest mom. Let her see what amazing daughter she have. Call Jovana and help her with her studies. I know it's hard, but you can do it. Think about what you want to and will become. Write again here and send it to us when we are 19. I love you, please take care of yourself and others. Don't let me down. And, Happy Birthday. From 14 years old Kiki to 16 years old Kiki.

Epilogue

6 months later

Nothing freaking changed Kiki.
You are Sucidal!
You're still fat and ugly.
No you did not cut your hair.
Friends? You actually stopped being friends with Jennifer, but she's asking...

Katl trwoomro ot yuo reh ot igaan.
Meos are hteor yuo iwth ppleoe okta hcolos tuo fsd?rnie rpytte gnah ni hteer. Rea ginmiaed owh ouy they ont. Yatlucla hmte eno enlle uoy wkon fo laadrly,e. Nay ubt oecls oru'ye mthe fo wtih ont.
O,shclo room nad ehnw lupepr si ievl tiwh ruoy fmiyal ot ouyr uyo lilst smoce it.
Scals ilfa dan dna däknslmsuaphaslk nto raoypbbl myg nsdtyigu y'roue l'yolu.
Ufn ielk ni yuo a byo lohocs wath's. Ntyihnga m,ih btu dna you his kown roey'u ska npas ot'dn gonan abtuo rty rof.
Salo. . . . Aosfinfictn ta a,yd eht a horus 4 day nwiitrg saelt moetemsis o'ruye ewhlo.
Oyu food, ot ouy ate up uyo tawn eevyr rwoth heta etmi odf?o.
Lhocso cebaeus you og adn of to ruoy teh abd ursen aethlh mletan. .
Sels ro yuo in a ean?dc tnmho leik adecn enoc. Uyo eht uoy cusks utb anc nad treteb itlls tanh did it uritag uragi?t ypla. Won pioan erom inot yro'eu. Hte gson on anpio eleradn wne a uoy. Onbtsleue aelly.
Naht dggnjui oyu mlifya rea ehyt lltis eevr teha meor rouy dan. 'hess hety to nnjereif swero gnihnot a,ws oapcemr rvee htat tmeh rae wno. Dkian uyo sims reh.
Anikd csuaebe oryu dsirefn oot yolsmt csuk wno.
Yuo ever tgo udnkr itme het a fro stifr etec?sr. Ercdi uoy a lto.
Adh you a uory ,bda is otg loas takcta and etanixy cniap ehtbriang rdah tmie.
Ouy ogrotf meti ays hoelraint oyu sue atht esauecb fnteo eavh to ardh eghbtirna. Eteahwvr oydb sruth uyro you laso do. Wanan aellry ohcosl uot ighh ear tfrae uoy wtah uyo dsreetss moecbe.
Ho tnaepu adn oppk ym yuo a rhcfiign wetn bterut nroccet on lljye hisnd,acw. Eth hmet cckeh ros,e tou. Rfo it orhu id'dtn etafr pahyp emco euaebsc oyu rtnceco het enma a taht odog miflay ngi,mzaa so aws na dan leave ot lpcea yuo eht ecrdi anwan aievbsu ufll.
A,nc run whtor igsve suttr ilev dan nrefjnei ,ijfneren ywaa twhi it rofm sti' cmotmne ohem em sltil oyu eilttl yuo yerev if.
Ygneoru yeerv day lkli yfoeruls, ew ihtnk lltse elik to oyru won sugse uoy os tierss ahtt.
You ea,rtg voel ylno si the miim lgnivi ndkai hngit. Ouy ohtsg best byo you, eesn soohcl ruyo indefr cneis you ihgh imh 'htvnea osla trtasde eflt. Rea hte and flet ehrto lal oemh in theros.
Uyor eyr'uo on wno.
Canoiftufns all het in opepel nda uroy uetuafibl ctonu you sadyeradm if of o'tdn.
Hvae hiwt yuo riayeamgndd ,yhea a illts lermopb. Anth ever swoer s'it.
You eyb! e!id pheo.

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