A letter from Apr 22nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I really hope you feel better. Things aren't really good now. I hope you reached your goals. Did you lose weight? Did you choose a good high school? Did you get better at dancing? Can you play the guitar? How is it going in school? Do you have a roommate? Did you get some new friends? What's their names? What high school did you take? How did you decorate your room? I really hope it's green. What kept you going? Is mom calling all the time? How is it going for Andjela? How is Jovana doing in 8th grade? Is Andjela in England? Is it hard, you know, with life? Do you know what you wanna be when you grow up? Do you have your hair short now? Is it a shaggy wolf cut? Do you finnaly wear makeup? Did you get taller? Do you visit Jennifer sometimes? Did your clothes style change? Did you get a boyfriend? Do you miss Filipstad? Is it fun there you are now? Do you have a dance youtube channel? Is your fear of water better? Is Coronavirus over? I really hope it is. It's hard now. Did you forget any good stuff that happened? Do you still have contact with any of your middle school classmates? I hope you're not that lazy anymore! Get yourself together! You can do it! Make mom proud now, please... Study really hard and don't forget to rest... Are you eating normaly? Please do. There are so many things I want you to think about: Don't get too stressed. Work hard and prove mom that you can get a job. Make her the proudest mom. Let her see what amazing daughter she have. Call Jovana and help her with her studies. I know it's hard, but you can do it. Think about what you want to and will become. Write again here and send it to us when we are 19. I love you, please take care of yourself and others. Don't let me down. And, Happy Birthday. From 14 years old Kiki to 16 years old Kiki.

Epilogue

6 months later

Nothing freaking changed Kiki.
You are Sucidal!
You're still fat and ugly.
No you did not cut your hair.
Friends? You actually stopped being friends with Jennifer, but she's asking...

Oyu ot talk rwomotro reh giana ot.
Peepol ni ptrtye tihw moes tou atok nhag rea roeth yuo oscolh hetre sidren?f. Rae nedmiiga uyo owh hyte nto. Oyu elnle aleyl,dar of lltyauac kwno noe thme. Ithw ceosl otn 'ruoey tub ethm of nya.
Oyu si oorm rppule itwh uory mcose lymafi sllti hnew to nad ivle ruoy ol,ohsc ti.
Dna lfia ylbroabp idugnyts dna psämldssukkhlnaa e'yoru lyluo' gym sscal not.
Aw'ths a ni elki ohlcso uoy fnu ybo. Uaobt utb fro angon ska ihs pnsa oyu m,hi wnok nda ryt oue'ry 'ndot nytahnig.
Laos. . . . 4 ur'oye a the at ayd wgniirt urhos a,yd meimsstoe focnfaiints salet lweoh.
Eervy ood,f ateh eat wtorh up uyo odof? uyo uyo nwta ietm ot.
School og yuo dab teahlh ecbaesu ot uyro enmtla dna eth fo nreus. .
A ro in ceadn ikle neco ?ceadn sels tnmoh oyu. Idd bettre tigrua eth ouy llits sucsk uoy it a?tigru apyl acn tbu dan htan. Now nito more or'eyu napio. The on paoin a adelenr gnso you wen. Lyale eutonbsel.
Than lmfiya rea taeh isltl ruoy rome they dingugj oyu and vere. Teyh neeifjnr era reve thoning as,w nwo sshe' wsoer hetm ahtt ot orpamec. Idank oyu erh imss.
Too eeacusb enifsdr olstmy csuk nikad won oury.
A you ever ere?tsc orf runkd teh etim ogt rsift. A oyu lot dreci.
Sloa gnebartih si caaktt a adn ab,d ahd teyaxni eitm ogt hdar you inapc uyro.
Etmi oihenlart aveh to yuo trgahenib tfgoro use buecase oyu enoft atht ahdr ays. Waehervt do thurs yuo slao bdyo yuro. Ouy oyu htaw retessds lhosco rea ihhg tuo anwna lyrlea oebecm eatrf.
Aeptnu oppk my oyu tnwe oh rfcihign ruttbe and ncorcet a on elljy dcsa,hniw. Het out ,ores ehtm cckeh. Orf adn aaimgzn, so a deicr dtni'd cemo mflaiy eaplc aawnn to otrncec ohru an pyhap aws it you uoy ufll odog ebesuca naem veale hte hte aetfr iebsvua that.
Waya oemctnm nur you tsrtu sit' it em jenfrin,e liltet eeyvr if svegi tlsil nda ithw form htorw ,can hoem uyo vile eennfjri.
Ot htta we ,ysofurle you lkli vryee iessrt rouy os now hntik usseg neyorgu ady ilek tesll.
Elvo yuo teh loyn miim is tnigh tre,ga dakni liinvg. Eltf sneci olhcos him asol iedfnr derttsa sbte uoy uo,y evht'an hsgot nees ghih ybo ouy oyru. In rea adn emoh elft teorsh all hte toher.
On ruyo onw ouery'.
Yoru eht elepop tdo'n fnisfatnocu fo ni uiutbalef rmydaaesd fi dna otnuc all you.
Illst a oleprbm with e,ahy uoy mynrddaiega avhe. Tahn owser it's ever.
B!ey opeh de!i you.

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