A letter from Apr 18th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope while you're reading this you get a sense of relief, laughter and bittersweet feeling. Right now you just finished crying and praying because you're so tired of living uncomfortable because you continue to give importance to people who really.. dont matter the way you think they do. You constantly take the actions of others personally and you let it affect you deeply when really its the simple act of detaching. Detaching enough not to seem careless but also aware enough to realize its not about you until they tell you personally. I hope that whenever you do read this, you're happy with where you're at physically, mentally and emotionally. SO much growth already and a year from now will be even more. I hope you have a stable career considering you just quit the one you thought you'd be permanent at and I know you'll be so shook to remember about this. Everything happens for a reason and God knows exactly what he's doing. I hope this gives you a lot of encouragement and inner support. You always turn out okay even when you think you're not. I love you always, me.