A letter from Apr 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey, I got my L's today. WOWZA!! It's just one of those things that I never thought I would be around to experience, you know? I haven't driven yet but I will soon!! Am I ******** myself? abso-freaking-lutely, but that's okay, because being scared is okay. There's nothing wrong with that. There's a scene in holding up the universe where Libby finally gets around to driving and she's crying but she's so happy, because she didn't know if she would ever be here. She thought that she would be stuck in her house forever. I feel a little bit like that. Not to that extreme, but similar. Anyways, when you're reading this, you'll be getting prepared for your P's. You'll be okay. I have faith in you. Remember how nervous you were for your L's and you got 94%. You'll be okay. You are smart, as much as you hate to admit it. Not incredibly smart but you've got a good head on your shoulders. I didn't tell anyone I was going for it but mum and ella were proud, and for once, that was enough for me. I have an oral presentation on two days and it's freaking me out. I hope that it goes okay. I wish I was a kid who didn't care about my marks, but unfortunately, I do. I'll probably write again when it's over. I've been invited to two different debs. I'm entertaining the idea of going but I know that I won't. I wish I wasn't so fricken shy. It ruins a lot of experiences that could be incredible. Georgia, when you're reading this you may regret the decision that you didn't go, that you're wasting your teenage years. It's okay. You have been fighting some hard **** for a while now so it's okay if you don't want to do the same as everyone else. Anyways..... Peace out, LOSER! you're doing great. love you - 16 year old you