dear na,
i wrote this letter on 14th April 2021.
you're still in medan at the time.
first of all...
how are you?
i've stopped my self harm around 11 days ago.
time flies fast, right? i think the bad days was around 3 weeks ago. but the fact? nope.
i just woke up, laying on the bed. thingking about zhong chenle.
oh! zhong chenle! you still simp him?
how about the album? how's nct dream's album looks like? and the music, is it good?
and do you buy wendy's album? how about itzy's album? is it amazing?
red velvet! they're still on a hiatus? aespa, have they announce their comeback?
i'm really curious. well na, you know about yourself, don't you?
na, uhm, uh... how about...
kak ujan? kak devan?
haha it's been a year for kak devan, right? ah, no no. it's not a year yet. but we always missed him like it's been a million years.
i hate the fact he just leaved us 6 months ago. you're stupid, na. but so am i. because i am you. ugh.
remember that time you think he's back? so dumb lmao you think he'll be back for u? nope.
well ok another guy, kak ujan? how's him?
you know na, i wan't to stop simping him cause i didn't found anything special about him like kak devan, but i just can't, you know?
hbu? do you still simp him?
and jakarta! how's jakarta. how's ur room, ur fa- agh sorry. we both hate the topic family. it's acctually a sensitive topic for us hehe.
your sis and bro? how are them? you know na, once you loved to call your sis almost every day. you love her but you're just shy to confess it.
or you're still in medan? well we both hoped so, right?
how's ur thr? AHAHHAHA
qzang! has qonita and zahra came back? have y'all attend a sleepover? have you guys buy a limo pizza?
by the way, we were playing roleplay again at this time. alana marioline, umji. desa yeochin.
we also made a clone acc. yvainé oriana, yeri. but we haven't activate it yet.
how about at your time? and are we still nnc?
na, you know, i acctually have millions of questions on my head, but you know yourself right? yes, i'm kinda lazy to type it. me typing this letter it's acctually cool. how many words are here? i must put a lot of effort here, wow. i'm amazing.
WAITTTTT
how's your face? uhm, sorry if you're salty but i'm curious! i hope it's better!
how's ur wallet? how's ur clothes? do your aunt gave their's? ahahaha i wished about it at this time!
na, how much is your height? still 161? or you haven't counted it?
how about school? has it became offline again?
your private teacher! has it? and how's it?
ah too much questions...
but i'm SUPER QURIOUS!
how about your phone theme? still beige?
your insta page? mine was beige theme with no post and 170 followers.
your fav song? remember you were bored with your playlist? yeah, it IS boring.
books! have you buy tere liye's book again?
ugh i have millions of questions.
but yeah ok... imma stop chile.
na? stay happy ok? OMG OR YOU'RE SAD? WHAT HAPPENED?
WELL PLEASE STAY CHILL CAUSE WE HAVEN'T MADE ANOTHER MILLESTONE OF I AM SOBER LMAO OUR LONGEST WAS A MONTH.
how much are in yours?
ah right...
OH YEAH HOW ABOUT YOUR BIRTHDAY? how is it? i hope it's cool!
ugh i think imma stop. seriously. i wanna ask about our grades but i'm afraid you'll cry, na.
OH AND HOW ABOUT OUR STORY PROGRES? U STILL WORKING ON IT?
HOW ABOUT THE PENTHOUSE AND THE OTHER DRAMA'S? AH STOP STOP STOP NAA.
i need to stop, na. i'm kinda lazy to write all of the things in my head, hft.
na? thanks for your time. have a nice day!
- zhong chenle's fiance
Epilogue
about 4 hours later
hello hun :D look how bitchy you were when u wrote this! :)
amazing how you're able to write almost 700 words lmao. i could never.
or not... idk.
imma...
Mi' since efer ryou ryepl ot siqotseun,.
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?oyu who are.
Ago ydas lefs my roudna rhma e'vi 11 dtepspo.
Idm = doulc i sya. Open y?hpap. D?sa oepn. Pneo er?edssped. Nope rt?tuefigln. For dgoo ouy lwe,l. Htis tath oeppstd you. Sryro i h!ye tbu in:agda u!hn it ddi.
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Dbe jtsu i weok yinagl ,up no the. Tuoba elchne htgingkin zgonh.
Uyo mips litsl goznh lec!hne ?mih h!o.
= edra on. Pokp ajy)neuh tnia' ew (eepxtc minsgip omynrea osyb gnuj. Smip slirg won ew.
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M?naazgi 'yizts yuo si yub ti do and laum?b buoat ywe'snd ?aubml hwo.
Cnuanone slilt eriht a yhet'er pa,esa red avhe ethy eel!vtv no akec?cmob sihu?ta.
Wtreo tish uyo = uetufr ppko ouyr emos self hwiel tteelr nnyuf ot yingpt eonuistsq woh. Etg !!b!itch a leif.
We cpsruhae bluam d'idnt loma yna ,tub. Rheti nda ehty vr bakemcoc rhythm ahd my thwi enuqomde lfee. U'ody hrea frm teh htnoms hte si nad ni sbte frsti e,m 2022 ngso trtus of. Orf hte ymbea ryea ro.
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Kak kka nua?j nedva?.
= fo loma oopr bcak enno ethm cema you.
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Krataja nda atk!raaj wso'h.
Wsa ilek slaawy idm ti was = akatjra. Saw sduitp uisqnote your. Oyu gitcan 'htanve dlna ikle 10 sotp ktsaj'ara on rof tpes rysae. Ti'ndd ti mhst aehv ro cras nlygif. Takraja tujs si taaakrj. .
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'oyrue lwel ,os llits we hbot ir?htg or epdho ni ndame?.
Haaahhha ru h?rt 'owhs.
= sye. Iwhdse i. Ngnoa seepp ftrdi:i htis orf eldi andem teh eyra here but meco. Utjs lkie last manes haaahhh mlliino rht ayer ti acn 1 i tge.
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Uoy a ndteta ioml qnza!g ?rslveoeep ehva veah ioqtan sygu dna 'lyal hzraa aip?zz uby a ?kabc mace sah.
Dah atonctc adn dolc 😁 we = eorht echa fcuk a ncsei ehmt we on av'tenh ynajrau gfith. Udlnt'oc ays wiht i lwle cldo hgitf "tme"h. Renpos iwth yabme oen oyln. Tub. . . Em eftl :d dame ti. Hil,cl ,pn oolc. Ti rhotw em reizael eadm thta reeht n'taws i. Ll'i i pcale ttrbee in nkow be ntohare. It fdonu veen oht omla v'nheta i.
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Tmie eth yb roaplley thsi y,wa at eerw we nlipyag gaain. Iumj anlaa imlrein,oa. Sdae ihonecy.
Salo amed nocle acc a ew. ,rainao ianvéy yier. Tctaevia ety utb anetv'h ti ew.
Still are nda tbuao ruoy c?nn etm?i at we owh.
I it tpopsde =. Yrve sseselu ertaf it lal aws. Ndacgeh maeoryn llo aeplyolr nto eps gltermae ti's atheorn nfu no sn,oare. Eofripl nyol it swa in ittnegs hte sjtu fnu oyru up. .
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'im ret!bte ca?ef aslty show' uiuos!cr tbu if ts'i your i u'eroy yorrs pheo h,um.
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Olhce?ts ur ru shti atun ta i hsow' do dieshw aahhaah hws'o !eimt it 'rt?ishe eavg ?laltew oryu uotab.
= kyao wlatle swa. Ot eatsprn aysd i ehste hpso uor gte ditrec lhod darc ot. Aywasl sehcol?t dmi as. .
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Is owh 6?11 ?it lslit yrou dounetc uoy hvn'ate ?ehgith chum n,a ro.
= ybaem yhae dki 61?4 tedncou i evhtna'.
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Onelfif atbou sha nag?ia woh it bcmeea cl?osoh.
Tonmh yea = a ofr. Was koya ti utsj. Realyl ntisohng' apseicl. .
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Em?hte ruoy nohep bieg?e who obuta itlsl.
A?pge 017 wsa thiw mein dna gieeb ethme llwrsoefo psto nsati no uoyr.
Belivee creoacogett nr tnc'a ,open plbabroy ew = u rof amlo ti elfl. Nutvieac ihtw kolso 714 lreowfols tnias. On ddcdeie catvie oot atnis i ot not eb.
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Rouy ng?os vaf you pi?yltlsa haye, mrremeeb bdeor it is binorg itwh uyor erwe.
I hvae ppok i hiwhc one? but ltfe tdon' ylaelr ot niaag eamd ndika asd em disetlen =. Ot seewntr agina osgsn wnaan sletin i. Not oot ot be nelghsi gdye for oru s'it gntiry utb.
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Aevh bkoo yuo obks!o gnai?a tere ley'si uyb.
= ya,he oems. A rolloccte ew eeabcm okob. Ebleevi me and otn aongn oyru'e. Dna atgnj'insuc ruo hhhaa on nda taat'ihls ebrct,reai cof iredtc hdyitbar alaadh tula ulifn!uca fuiniulc amll 3 ithw nwte aid oskb!o gbhtou eriamagd ot rcda dd'sa auk,kkak ew.
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Rea owh ni cmhu yur?os.
Grtih ha.
Mess knwo ahtt ouy = aniag oalm elik hwo lowdu up oyu owetr i nnfuy. Yhae. Od i.
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Rtoys dna oh u no atobu gwoknir ?it tills ohw egor?psr uor.
Ertoh adn tspo hesntueop utboa ah ?'maards owh the ostp ostp naa het.
Odcneitnu = epno we thneav'. Wen eibv new altpop. Ntgsiwti iltsl hdae 'mi tbu ym. Hept?noseu mcioacdelpt. Den sossane i shti nango with ti ew 2 homnt sutj fnisdhie tbu onesas wsa 3. Laso shlcoo, eodnull,hb we ctwaedh sea the lwa eistln. Cof ocol.
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Koya. F!un u?sesg ahah 'htsta ti was ti i.
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