A letter from April 8th, 2021

Dear Me of April 8th, 2022, You may be dead, you may be alive, you may be on the road with Lola or in a small bedroom working for your master degree. I just wanted you to know that everything is going to be fine. You don't need to be anxious about everything at every moment of your life. Yes, you don't know what's in the future, but it's part of earth experience. Life is full of surprises and being anxious about it will not change the outcome! I'm not gonna lie, I more writing that for me in the present that for you, but I think it will still be useful to remember that, peu importe ou tu es aujourd'hui. I didn't choose a date too far from now because I am very much not patient but I love you, remember that not matter what. It's cringy, I'm sorry. Am I apologizing to myself? What the **** is wrong with me? Okay I'm just writing that because I need to work on an essay due tomorrow and I don't want to so I do something else instead. I hope everything's alright where you are. Love you Oce <3 Why is it easier to write that than my essay ?