A letter from April 5th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hi this is 14 years old you, my grammar is pretty bad right now but... i have gone through a lot of hard stuff and the worst. yesterday... literally yesterday, me and my online friend decided to live out lives happily. but guess what ... today im a crying mess. i just wanna ask why the hell is life so hard like literally. my whole whole family literally hates me especially my mom, like for real, i am not even aloud to go out with friends, eat snacks and she even calls me fat and ugly... i tried committing suicide on my birthday last year but unfortunately the wounds weren't that deep lol i'm not crazy... i'm just tired.