Dear FutureMe,
Happy birthday!
You are finally 15. I guess you are spending it alone this year. Maybe next year too, then the year after that, the year after that, and so on. I mean maybe it is not that bad ( Even though you are crying right now, thinking of how lonely you will be). It will be fine.
Are you glad you didn't have a party? I hope you are. It is just a waste of money. I mean you would get a lot of presents, but most of the time it will be something you do not like. Especially, when the guests do not know you hate girly things. Is mom still mad? I bet she is. I was just trying to make her understand that she will not be able to afford travel expenses. I mean I also understand though. I am her only daughter and she wants me to have a good time and celebrate my birthday since she couldn't celebrate hers.
Anyways, maybe being alone is better.
I hope you have a good day.
-14 year old you.
Epilogue
11 months later
Damn, this is so late but yep, I turned 15. But, we didn't.
By that I mean that we haven't done shit like we said we were going to. We...
Mtareu didt'n. Tbi noe ignkucf not. Tub stlli we a atc itllet ilke 51 dik i ntdrue. It i ateh. Tuo tath rfenfilyted ecom ew i whsi odeuvlw' lryeal. Wkno we dheanl woh peeplo loudw to hsingt heva fi ahtt ttah ebaceus tm,ruae ilek ew ew su erwe uolwd mnanegi eorm. Eeplpo raungtmi ysa si taht eordnagus "lerya". Hiwt show bael bgnei ta nsuerbd ngleaid to onwdaysa, lpeeop yanm ehva eocn ttras ohutitw to myan wnsaekse oto. Htis no ndwl'tou itsh tupids gtrwiin we if thsi own, cugifnk ew ametru rigth leki rewe ieswebt be. Rhsbu it ikel says ruo we dlwuo fof torrhbe ot. Ryigcn delley uro fnkcugi a be omm ew ot rof 'tnluowd ta yecnoaann ovre gnetgit. Htrus hdea a'cnt uickfng irhgt ym now i dna ncrygi tsop. I aeld woh tlsomy anmd uldwo reettl no utboa a iaed darybiht shti uqeicn vhae ot esysm mbud a. In 16 egsus nrngitu a ssle ma i 'tsi i tohmn abeecus ahnt. I annwa do t'ndo hntngiay. Lrpyabob anagi i gnherice eth be meas ihwel mylfse lnoy inogd owrry atubo eb eozn ew nad shbtilul holcso rveo llwi or lwli uto rove pulylofeh no who su edrfisn wiht at. Ma lkei oretrbh hitcb i sasy tupdsi ruo saebcue a. 'its ertu. Thsi ubt dnot' od kiel ylon atlcluay ni aleirze it ot oittisnuas htsi dan i hegacn. Arypeth a dy,a mom uor hwo osmt we wksno i htta lkliye ttah caeeubs be lyaobpbr si sneic am hten nletgli ehs if it utb it hse i iwll sitll have iwll rentargs ignvha yb htsea kihnts owh. Rerasngt eb lhdsuo at eotmdcnme hsa she baceuse oen dteuiatt atht raf so hre nto rwoedri buoat lal godo hitng. Ktinh atwn macl to era vnihag gsnkai bceha lyno ubtao ot thta i to yenoan won dan eadl het ohw sgtraneee eflt syrae we go uiwohtt lefe iongg su owt t,i i as tiwh. Eavh we ubt eavel lwil to it here suseg i owh. My aehd utrsh.
Y-uo.
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