Dear FutureMe,
Happy birthday!
You are finally 15. I guess you are spending it alone this year. Maybe next year too, then the year after that, the year after that, and so on. I mean maybe it is not that bad ( Even though you are crying right now, thinking of how lonely you will be). It will be fine.
Are you glad you didn't have a party? I hope you are. It is just a waste of money. I mean you would get a lot of presents, but most of the time it will be something you do not like. Especially, when the guests do not know you hate girly things. Is mom still mad? I bet she is. I was just trying to make her understand that she will not be able to afford travel expenses. I mean I also understand though. I am her only daughter and she wants me to have a good time and celebrate my birthday since she couldn't celebrate hers.
Anyways, maybe being alone is better.
I hope you have a good day.
-14 year old you.
Epilogue
11 months later
Damn, this is so late but yep, I turned 15. But, we didn't.
By that I mean that we haven't done shit like we said we were going to. We...
Atmreu inddt'. Tno neo kcgfiun bti. Dki i klie ew 15 cta itllet tdurne tbu sllti a. Teah it i. I whis ew efynteilrfd oud'ewlv out htat ryleal cemo. Vahe mginnae eilk itgnsh we ewre atht sbcaeue fi dlnahe ouwdl we a,mreut we omer us to elpepo how wuldo thta onwk. Amurtgin yas is htta el"a"ry ppeelo droeanusg. Sohw ndsberu eignb to ealb houtiwt y,nasdawo aymn ttsar htwi ot eploep egndali ta eocn yman kwsesaen oot hvae. Tshi ew kufincg etwseib htigr fi ekil onlt'wdu wgritin eb uipdst htis own, ew ewer sthi artmeu on. Trrbeoh ulwod leki ffo uor it sasy hubrs ot ew. Yennoncaa a ledeyl ta eb cirnyg ruo w'ltnudo we nkgufic gttgien omm to for over. I dna fuigcnk deah nyicgr 'ctan otsp own surht rhigt my. Tlmsyo who leda daie tltere dmub emsys wdolu stih a on thiryabd nqueci a to ndma i uobat heav. Sles thmno i gturnin esgus scbeeau i a in 16 am nath si't. I naawn 'ntod do nnayhgti. Flheuloyp ovre eb gnido agian whlie olbrypab i het hslcoo lliw smae nloy or how and atoub oerv uto on ilutblhs nhreiceg ta znoe sflemy we whit iwll eb us rdefins rorwy. Rrehtob oru ayss ptisud a ielk hitbc i ma ceuebas. Etur ist'. Aeghcn i to od tclauyal nad ton'd tbu ti itsatounis thsi reazeil hsti leik in nyol. Gliletn ruo if vgainh it atht yatrhep noskw enht a,dy utb tllis llkeiy i we omm vaeh lliw eaths grratens am be is thnsik lwil she ecbesua who by i thta ybbalopr ehs a owh stmo it ncise. Ont htat ehs sah good aobut erh inhtg mdnteeocm all rnasregt os ieorwdr eb uebeasc noe sohlud tdeiuatt at afr. Ti, dan i to og wot hitw hnagiv nlyo teh calm twuoith flee years to as atth wno toaub i who teaneserg to aeld ehbac naksig we gnoig rae nihtk eflt aennoy anwt us. Vaeel avhe lwil sgseu ot woh i but ehre we ti. Utshr my dahe.
-uoy.
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