Dear FutureMe,
Happy birthday!
You are finally 15. I guess you are spending it alone this year. Maybe next year too, then the year after that, the year after that, and so on. I mean maybe it is not that bad ( Even though you are crying right now, thinking of how lonely you will be). It will be fine.
Are you glad you didn't have a party? I hope you are. It is just a waste of money. I mean you would get a lot of presents, but most of the time it will be something you do not like. Especially, when the guests do not know you hate girly things. Is mom still mad? I bet she is. I was just trying to make her understand that she will not be able to afford travel expenses. I mean I also understand though. I am her only daughter and she wants me to have a good time and celebrate my birthday since she couldn't celebrate hers.
Anyways, maybe being alone is better.
I hope you have a good day.
-14 year old you.
Epilogue
11 months later
Damn, this is so late but yep, I turned 15. But, we didn't.
By that I mean that we haven't done shit like we said we were going to. We...
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Ouy-.
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