Dear FutureMe,
Happy birthday!
You are finally 15. I guess you are spending it alone this year. Maybe next year too, then the year after that, the year after that, and so on. I mean maybe it is not that bad ( Even though you are crying right now, thinking of how lonely you will be). It will be fine.
Are you glad you didn't have a party? I hope you are. It is just a waste of money. I mean you would get a lot of presents, but most of the time it will be something you do not like. Especially, when the guests do not know you hate girly things. Is mom still mad? I bet she is. I was just trying to make her understand that she will not be able to afford travel expenses. I mean I also understand though. I am her only daughter and she wants me to have a good time and celebrate my birthday since she couldn't celebrate hers.
Anyways, maybe being alone is better.
I hope you have a good day.
-14 year old you.
Epilogue
11 months later
Damn, this is so late but yep, I turned 15. But, we didn't.
By that I mean that we haven't done shit like we said we were going to. We...
Nd'dit temrua. Ont oen itb figcnuk. We tac durnte ttleil a 15 lilts i dik klie btu. I ti eaht. Whsi ldnrtyiffee i 'wldeovu tuo we moce lelary atht. Elik wdlou oeplpe eartm,u ew thnsig gnmiean we oluwd nkwo ot ew us ueebsca taht that if rmeo denhal ahev owh ewre. Ogndaesru ays that eelopp si urgmtnia "ray"le. Econ have waynaosd, hitw hwos tatsr many ot ta resnubd ot daligne gnbie loppee oot ttwohui ymna aeskwsen albe. Ew fi kile htis dpsiut hgtir thsi be bsiwete nukcgif we gwrtiin tish uamert own, rewe on dnwo'tlu. To lwudo we fof sbruh rou klei ti reohbtr sysa. Aoaycnnen eggttin ot our ta ew a nriycg yedlel tndul'ow ckfginu ovre be fro omm. Rycgin ptos uhsrt kcgiufn won i adn hade ym hgtri a'tcn. Tlmosy nmad to tetlre aled lowud a avhe no hwo utoba a aide shti tyidbhar i mdbu ucneiq sesmy. Athn hnmto 61 i euasbce ngirutn ni am t'si i a ssle guses. I od hygntnai t'odn annaw. Yfsmel ta icneghre ayorlbpb i tou ianga twhi olny nsefdri lilw aotub eb eth lheiw onidg iwll or orev us clohso we no and eb woh saem uleplfyho tlbsuhli oevr yrrow zneo. Ichbt rtbreho ruo udtips a i ssay kiel suabece ma. Sit' ruet. Od and taauylcl utb to htsi nasuttsiio klie nhagce ndto' i yoln hist ni iralzee it. Btu nkshti by eilgtln cnesi htta sknow a mots tath is am vaeh ohw hes eb hse tehas uro elykli niahgv owh fi illw rrtaesng i ew ti lwli omm sceeaub i ehtn eartyph ad,y lbaproyb tslil it. Dgoo woderir tuadteti uaotb lhusdo noe os hes far not sbucaee lla at ttah mnedceotm gatrersn eb hignt reh hsa. To nhivga ysare gnoig it, gneretesa sa to want lcma dela nwo su i ew to go nnyaeo eefl bhaec nyol nad hwotuit atth i ear wthi wot sgaink flet het outba how inhtk. Wlli i ti to how ehva gsuse erhe vaele we tbu. Edha shurt ym.
-ouy.
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