A letter from March 6th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Right now you feel so alone like there’s no one in the world who truly cares about you but by this time your gonna be happy truly happy because you deserve to be happy and one day you will be and everyone who ever hurt you **** them because I deserve better I’m tired of people letting me down all I ever wanted in life was to be happy and I mean truly happy I can’t rember what it’s like I’m terrified that I’ll be like my mom and that I’m not strong enough but I am and I have to remnind my self of that if ur happy all the time u haven’t truly lived all I think about is cutting myself over and over again that it’ll make me feel better like the world would be better if I wasn’t here idk maybe I’m dramatic but I’ve never told anyone this ever crazy huh maybe it’s my fault 🤦🏽‍♀️ who would want me? I’m making this public because I want people to now that ur not alone and that you can get through it and you deserve to be happy like anyone else Sincerely, your younger self P.S hope you made me proud