A letter from February 22nd, 2021

Dear Future Me, Are you still scared? still, running away from crowds and people? Do you still avoid texting people and going out? are you still disappointed at your dad, and feeling sorry for yourself? ARE YOU STILL LONELY? If, yes, then I'm sorry that you are. If no, then I'm delighted that your life has changed. I'm sorry that I have not taken good care of you when you were younger. Do you have a close friend now/ a boyfriend, or even a husband? did you go on dates that you would never forget, and make fun memories? got in touch with your friends? been hugged so tight that all your sadness and pain went away? Do you have a job? your own car? Money? Happiness? are you closer with your family now? Can you express your feelings and yourself better? Did you figure out what you want/need? - Are you at all in touch with your first job gange? or any of your crushes? ;) This is me at 25 .. almost 26 ... exactly 2 months from 26 ... wondering ...forever wondering ...