A letter from February 20th, 2021

Imcotm aayynw. Yrmonea i rsreccthaa ltcnfiaoi sipm no o'dnt. . Elttil aebmy ie,nf a. Oy,sllw n'cat ltsli orwyr uyo het tb,u ees were' opt do'tn ilgbcmni. Wn,o 'mi yaw sraye yb teh ^^ ldo 20. A ienoln i haev of dfserin otl od. Rowr,y eyra me nod't cogllee nisec ehav eebn ithw yeth sitfr ever. 'mi nwo reay itdhr cmugipon. Ew nthoagu smieeomts. Levo hvae mteh i ehetr i h,ss a irsfend otl ni. We mete smeetmois. Llew. . . To tafc aery neco be ni a. W,on two siedfrn in clelgeo you aehv. Gni,asdecer ti ti rrtedenrsfa eno tferrnas eth utb uo,t pdedorp netaohr 11 shcolo moes usmcpa etpk ot rthoe dan eusd to be ot hrnaeot. Studyngi yzal im' etesmisom. . . . All the fe,in etim. To,h ksmeo rnskdi dna never nd'ot rywro i. Ctksu moro i'm dx my ni. Me trghi bet wno ees uyo l'yolu if dwoul i eb osckh. Dna heuso omst eth kmea earw i up hte i mtie, enigraw laways i ti tsrisk oevl fo alvee. Ruo lng xpceet dtn'di ti, mmo. Anem i. . Reaw ievsedzro ouy njesa teolsh,c dna ot hcsu dsue. Heta ilydtinfee ayhgnnti resds tiskr,s lirgy uoy ro. Amke gwinera pu eenv orf ehs cziertcii ta rftsi me. Xpsesre iesnc no reev well, i leeva rcteiiicz nito we hwat onpti oe,cglel the ereityevm useho rou us i aenbg we hte rawe tath geanb to got reldo ,ermo reohbtr to to symelf. Tnaw crae o,ht ahtw i i i todn' arew. Dt'on eth soaner lieedntyfi me tge tshae eh why vene ngreiwa rskt,i i. Hdu. . Aeindg la,os i twghie. . Ees oyu kacb taf did n,eth pseonr ah?tw oyu taf a sa ssuge xd ecobem sfrylueo. Eovl to my aenl me ym no i sdnrfie o,ht sfnsseot likse. I just stpso heta epolep me dan egujd ohw meos ahltguho. 9 asyre aws opplee dsme,ha thta ntislu i odl i erev of nikd insce who bdyo etha iecederv i. Nad ynu,nf ta in look euispcrt odl even ym ohset ctserupi ohw i see nitd'd my. Gowr dnik vagihn i of htat pu nuilst. Suskc tmhe on. Neve i tlisl swero ateh rof neigmcob ohw ist' i thseo ,now rnciieevg oceebm but ti ont begirg slmfye lkie mroe arse?c sln,itu. Pvo won on my dx i fdocsue. Ti n'tosed rou not akyo? r'wee crneeepiex furtue ew beoall,v ew odecsuf dgubilni levsesuor name 'otnd istrf es,e fi bi,efordny neve nda you. I hte osaipnrtiehl hyw sey vhae ew sahtt' asrone rieeexndecp s,ciuertieisn ubt ernev not tlisl. Heat is htat fo etnmotsmcmi yruo uoy uoy rnui dnto' het lelray wtna still eansro or'eyu neo why besacue dna to oemsrpi utsj niglse. In guess no a rnshlaotipi,e 'loluy be you erven stlli pired ew ahtt veah oru awh?t veoeneyr raews. Uhuh. Isetwee ghh,i is prdei uor too. I kdis enev ee'wr wokn enhw bkac eth i lodsuh made fi i gtreer senidoci nd'to. Atth i nat'c vaeh iirredflng px est'ond mena. Tou w,lle wkor it's tub gvanih tsju elngdirifr i 'idtdn eih,ert a eceepenrxi rneev. Ayaw ro i dcfsseeon the lte htire nde ni reheti nda htiw of isltl aubesec psmreoi erehty' ieantetredn oinlev osomeen dmae we i'ts xe the taht me i tyeh acdekb illw. I veol aryne sa veha lwel ofr i sripoitire taimcron w,ynaay now, for d'ton. Iwht i owrk do ot ucd,sece ateugdra to het si i lla eglocel eddrugata wnat adn unrde rgrmapo. E,m is ym nmetal otnd' wtna i dreiun rof tge to gehoun fiedrsn heatlh. Ot meov no okyn'w rhad ts'i.