pattern up loser

Dear FutureMe, hey you. silly ****. are you still hanging out with drug addicts who will go nowhere in life? i'm disappointed in you. in us. we had so many dreams and aspirations. smoking wasn't a part of that. you've become what you said you'd never be. drugs and alcohol were meant to be off limits. maybe now you'll be okay though. new years new chapters am i right. i wonder if you got new friends. how's sixth form treating you? i'm excited for the future. maybe one day you can love someone more than you love yourself. love eternally and without regret or expectation: 16 year old you.