A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

At nerrco fo clssa at aner ym eth the tase igthcunlc lpsi, ym eusltr teh othb edge tsill fo r,ooadyw acbk adnsh aws teh mantiitoedsnpp. .
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A ot rfo tsuebjc c for fo saw a otms nuchgisr fro oettrnuaunf nda esso,snl a my mrycti,hes d lyalre yihsspc tedtna eattr,uleir uvteroifa c lla, igeens. Ta do lwle utoghht eesniccs, a oclud degra i utb eevnr ltase teetbr orf epecdetx ym to i od i. Trutleiare as ofr. . . Iwe i cellra ,worry 'tod"n ym me lti uoy rtaitueelr yad nfi"e what liwl xam:e we qi neateddt od rfnide ym tlod a caerhte nad hnew obth orebef unttinsaoloc her. Tye bescaeu one drcsoe fo orwng s'hse adn orwg,n us a an c teh tno a, so toeh,r. Ra,dge eerth?) ot litsl ru,se a is ddi etviusjecb trerieutla cubejts i whta ubt se(e. . . This aws i stmo lfee of eht la,l itdsppignaoni adger tou. Uto erobef dan okwn to ssters ym really to rmianpcog ouy hwa?t i i gaain serep tgo yslefm smeylf sotp aehv. ,em rae htree hnat be hwo tanh era and owh me stamrre alyasw eumdbr liwl eolppe oeplep. Pahyp vraaeeg ere'w odog uohegn as gbnie si sa gnlo. Youresls,i bati,h 'tsel tsih tstyih stop aspeel.
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Chihw oogd i hitree tsiopn 9,0 oinp,t shuold hitylsgl erocsd fo ont acalylut ovbae ailcrfy rakn too i is rveagae ont at thta 57 ,bad a otu itsh oot o,crse. .
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Sa onp,igm ot i owt a yad i sa rcitaeeppa dna my of maec etfar eevn ro humc cctaep dagres flet dsnaoi,ppdeti dehkcso. Wot a legarne tmash rof smot for i ciulditff ulyarabg ape,pr even na a osrdce oo!t co,esr ucbjest eurs eradgs and rof hte teseh p,tcuenxede to erew eavh. Us a rdupo c, eth i reev lievebe arlyle otw anc fo hgesthi rdsoec lohocs etehs rof steusbcj ewer am ni vi'e hatt? ouy. Lruty. .
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Tou a or antw i ersco tcaf eebnwte etireh otpni an laos insmuga in that i no oll dc/, het ot. At s,cuk it ro ogod 'im i ietrhe ellyra. Uessg woh i th'sta i ,ma.
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Hwti this to a vusnrisitiee of rp tsigbeg as a uynt,orc oauinoictnmcm ni het heert ym eiccho laipedp in htwi jrmao i irtsf ,57. And by jetredce hic,ceo metepcloly for tun aunrlftuteo,ny losc,oiogy ,snu ndeista rdfeoef asw i saw ym dcosen. Eoferfd sm,u uissnesb n,ewhailem em amtmnegena. .
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- onpe glon hwne uevienrs a and neve ot genteieh i rfo "si,ek o"yu yfnun up fo iwth - a amedr ont dah ceam sruepu in to ym llfyain emr,ad esary neo a gbi asdi erdege ictasonminucmo a eht cs,uero hwo evner i flie,. .
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I srocue dne to capect cidedde enisbssu eth in the nngmteaeam. Iths eht ni to lstil me hsaerpp eadl feutur i dcoul tnwa be ehwre ot.
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Tetogn my ihccoe amy be awanyy my life rifts htis my ni v'ie utb veenr ,echico esncod. Ehcioc cosdne i ym alsywa nlyatrg,es get. Llew ho. Iwht smelfy ap,th ro i excus's'e wath nassr'e'o aemc ot a me pu or veiind nvenr,etinito delagni rae psehpra sit' sjut all ebtrte mfoorct phesarp ot it's ehtse rhpaspe of. .
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Tno ew dna eht sdoe apht 'mi to it tta?mre lafto ,no ujts tles' ywaals to, em ikel thwa rervhwee ncrurte ryt ulcalepefy arwehtve ndowr eircars ays,. Yppah eb 'setl. Orf i lal nca t'tash aks. .
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L,evo.
Urefemut.
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P. S. Udpor fo us, raylle ma mi' i. Stnicodu rdah i rof tnow' ohw ertsfof okwn i s,tih ew dna ekordw uto. No! elfi geos.

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