A letter from February 16th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Kamusta kana ngayon? Its your 23 year old self. Its exactly 2:21pm when i wrote this letter for you and at this moment, you feel sad, lost, and out of words.. How about now? Masakit pa din ba yang *puso* mo? Nahanap mo naba si the one? Kung OO, congrats! Teka, matino ba yan? Inaalagaan kaba ng tama niyan? Pinaparam*** ba niya sayo kung ano ung deserve mo? Remind lang kita ah, na sobra kitang inalagaan, i build you. Sana ngayon mas naging better ka, pinaghirapan kita eh! Kaya kung naffeel mo ngayon na you’re being treated unfair, screw her/him! You dont deserve that alam mo yan. Hay nako, heto nanaman ako nago-overthink about jan, eh pano kasi ang dami mo na napagdaanan bago mo siya nakilala. Sana, sana siya na talaga. Sana wag ka niyang saktan, kundi makakatikim talaga sakin yan! Hahahaha syempre since day one magkakampi na tayo. Kaya, sobrang protective ko talaga sayo lalo na sa puso mo mapagmahal ng sobra yan eh at mapagpatawad. Hmmm, kung dimo pa naman siya nahahanap until now, OKAY LANG YAN! Darating din siya, for now mas lalo mo mahalin sarili mo. Self love right? Pero don’t afraid to take risk bigyan mo din chance yung mga tao na gustong magmahal sayo. Masarap ma inlove sa tamang tao. :) Kamusta naman yung buhay mo ngayon? Nasan ka ngayon? Successful kanaba? Unti unti mo nabang natutupad mga pangarap mo? Yung body goal mo na achieve mo na ba? Artista kana ba? Model kana ba? Alam ko pangarap mo yan at sana natutupad mo or if not, sana kung ano man ung ginagawa mo now is masaya ka and its your passion. Buy if you’re doing the wrong thing, im here to remind you that you’re a good person. Its not to late to make things right. We got this! Alam ko, overthinker ka pero sana ngayon nacocontrol mo na yan.. God is always guiding you in many ways don’t forget that. I love you future self! I hope you’re genuinely happy. Love, Mich.