A letter from January 28th, 2021

Lohcso in. Taps is thkni adn obtau lla eht i cna. ,0220 oicdv eoferb boreef. I all hvea nyam em insugchr tath rtsereg os sti’ tnoo dnow. Psu so aymn ****. Msdeis cenhsca. At iv’e nothngi fo i hgih closho i oruht,hg 4 oklo been years wehn ckab eefl het. Otn ltaoisngc mi’. ’im neev ton eth ypaph orf tuuefr eitcxed or re,ov ’sit. Jstu is’t gieosmnth ttha dpheaenp. Odn’t rimemeso saitgln vahe i odog,. Eevnts eicsuptr i t’nod hvea fo.
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Heopmsoor wsa i lal i a whne was elft rantrsfotui. Ahet. Derayla these hrtoe aduonr htta chea wkno all i olko ese dan isdk hreto ear i. A mllas wetn hgih to i neatmg lcosho. Fmro caem seam lddmie the lhocos oatslm reveeyon. Ehty aveh orshyti. Ni uylg i? icodv snrgetar was aetidslo a gudrni i rloes ot hwti thme? aft, osrpeohmo get wsa hwo spepduso. A to issmde etme ganlitre thta sa cacehn i feasrnhm enw eoeppl. .
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I i mleytneear enwt to ksid mte hitw. ’ethery rrastegns now coelpmet. Nfdrise veenr ym itf ni i lli’ o,nw i vhea hwit vene nkwo. Oknw otitwhu i acsth hyet gupor em ehva. Eokj idnsei lakt tyeh uhalg uboat jstu oginwkn tis i in nad ddmlie ttah tghe,etor terih **** pnhepeda lla hyet het eiwlh ont sooclh. Eavh yhte nresidf kwon dna tsrhoe fo fd,eisnr. Lla me gto le’v hetry’e ubt to. I dnsifer of haev ’tdno nerfsid. I haev ncosnotince tn’do. I teh na eolnr be know salway sderu,oti il’l.
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Saidccaem ym ti ceffetda. To tyr want nitd’d i. O?tnpi ni tawh wsa hte eth the e,wnt trfotusairn edkawl frtae ptayha. Nto htwi gcnari was bouat elidfl ghntinya ym aeyr noriuj. Aregds ielsdpp ym. ’dtidn agyinthn my bste at rty i. To tianwng eothsr slfyme **** tnsaide to **** i utsj nwo twndea fo. Ielk wulod iceton its’ ont yynawa nyeaon. .
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Own i rehew isth is ma. Nuostt…j rgncai. Ti tiuln nigfrepmor i ntxe adn ,rgsn…tsiuvvjui oibydl ethn do agnia eth i,rrasev lla ayd rove nucisofnt.
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Arsesc ttha is htthogu em ahwt oessrpc. Ilke o’dnt eelf i freobe hvae stju i ioemnot. .
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I oklo hp,ypa elra esnidrf henw cabk mi’ haev edidml i to l,oscoh. Nad iehlatct i’m fats. Otp i ractedeelca aws of the ti teh ta dna sclas too ni. Edkepa in lscoho dmdlei ******* i. ******* das.
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’mi now tub otn inligv. Ton im’ dna pu tetrbe dya eflgnie eth ot next eleps gkinaw niogg. I adn olsohc no a dna ojkes keaf adn kame tpu iemls in aksm aglhu. Ihtannyg fo htikn i ondlyf ot’nd ubt. Hm,oe ’mi que,it moec i and dotn’ i kalt dan. .
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I tjsu and tis tuabo and ove’dclu hwat nkhti eben lie. To did rilg fi ktal i tath. Dan ixeresec i did ym hcwta if egwhti. Dluco ijon peolpe fi i fi i ksa irhet ddi dban. Wnok plopee did dralaye i fi.
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I ma wno dsupon 451. H8t 012 be sued ot i ni egdra. Gilugshs my is iyvnehrgte doby in. Olsw i nur. My geiv out eftsra ngsul. A wkrce kaniwgl ’mi.
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Tgo i legeolc, tah?w tnio os.
M’i dgino ctor, os awth?.
I do lifulfl eht i ist,ngh dan i eakt lwli ays to ti hsete tonaci. Uoprd otn tub mi’. Apyhp otn mi’. I emak lla ’ist e…tsuvemjomnts. .
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Usrppoe hte mrya a em lwuod thhugto geiv i. O’tdn it i tub lefe.
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Etargre lgao eilf a aernomy in aehv i t’ond. .
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Het dcraes of teruuf mi’ not. Reac otdn’ it uatbo nvee i. Taps teh to in ytsa i want. Sttar i to os em cna ainga lpasee lal bcak eatk 0281 roev.