A letter from January 28th, 2021

Scohlo ni. Tspa eth kthni dan si lla acn utabo i. Eboerf viodc eofebr 0022,. That ntoo evah mayn rusching i ’tis seetrgr lal odnw os em. **** many os pus. Imsesd aecsnch. Lfee i 4 okol og,utrhh years hte bnee at hihg whne vi’e cbak of tohingn colsoh i. Tno ntcliaosg i’m. Or nto vene eo,rv orf im’ ts’i the ruetuf ppahy ietdexc. Hatt osmtnhgie i’st pneahdep jstu. Emoiserm ’ntod i hvea ,doog aniltgs. I vsntee ahve of dont’ cptiuesr.
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Asw aws a tiarnftsour all wenh i i ospeormho ftle. Etah. Ees i nuaord lal adn kids throe ear okol aehc htese yladrea hatt thero ownk i. To i mlsla a ntew tgmean lscooh ghih. Lstaom asem fmro closoh eacm oenverye dilemd eht. Veah ehty ortyish. Lugy twhi asw i? dnugri a,ft mhte? sooehrmpo who teg i sladieot in a wsa atnrsrge orels ocidv udoespsp ot. Wen ot ttha siedms pleope i sa acnehc a emte enmfarsh tgnilrea. .
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I ot isdk emt newt myeraeteln i tihw. Nwo aestgrrns cltpomee eerh’yt. I o,wn enev l’il rvnee i ehva esirdfn hitw ym know in tif. I me ogrup nwko htuwtoi eyht cshta aehv. Teehgt,or koej adn taht ton nikgown i lla tjsu autob mldied in tkal nseidi **** lhgau osloch sit teyh hadeepnp rhiet eht ythe elhwi. Eavh wkon fnireds adn fo ed,nrisf oherst yeth. Utb to lla got ’lve ye’hert me. Sefndri t’dno of eahv fednrsi i. I evha nctniconeso dnt’o. Na het ylaasw l’il onwk i eti,udors rleon be.
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Cdcaiames it ym aetfcdfe. To i tanw yrt idtdn’. Rontfaiurts het the ahtyap whta was lwekda in ertfa the ?oinpt tw,ne. Aygthinn roijun raye ym rngiac thiw ton butoa lidlfe saw. Pdsilep dergsa ym. Ryt my bste ddnit’ ta gnayihnt i. Onw ot **** ngawnti usjt hsreot tewnad **** to eiadnts ylsmfe fo i. Wudlo ’ist ynwyaa ton onnaey leik toecin. .
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Si onw wheer ihts am i. …jtstuno gracin. Nteh ficonnust gaani revo od lal iarse,vr ilobdy nda xnte gofrirpnem i eth ti nliut ayd vsgn,viurjusit….
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Si esrcas me tahw touhthg ttah csoespr. Liek heva feel jtsu i ’ndto obfeer i oeitomn. .
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Loko i to nhew esfdinr i c,ohols ,phpay heav rela ’mi kacb dielmd. Mi’ sfat cltaihet dan. Sacls of teh i ta otp hte ni it oto and ctcaerdalee aws. Sooclh kepdea i ni meldid *******. ******* das.
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Btu lginiv nwo m’i ont. Im’ otn lepes pu nad etbtre nigog het egnflie wignka ot tnxe yad. On utp nad oshocl ni keaf nad skjeo nda esmil akem mska i a guahl. I ’tndo of ubt nfldyo khnit nanthigy. I moe,h qietu, tlak i and ’im dan dtno’ moec. .
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Nad i lu’eodcv awth dna uoabt nbee tusj inkht sit lie. Atht to if rilg i latk idd. If i xresiece dan wcaht idd my egihwt. I teihr idd fi i fi ksa jnio nadb epepol uldco. Aalyedr if did onkw i oplpee.
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Wno dunops i 451 am. Sdeu 120 eb rdgea i th8 ni ot. Erytnvhegi sgisguhl ym is dybo in. I unr solw. Ym sreatf igve nguls uot. ’im akigwnl erkwc a.
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Aw?ht i os ogt onti ,oeellgc.
Os im’ cr,ot gnido wtha?.
Keat fluifll nad eht ncitoa i i ot will gt,snhi i it sya etseh od. Mi’ ubt rpduo otn. Im’ ypahp otn. I lla nottuejvmmsse… ekam tis’. .
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Hhogttu vgei a het me oldwu mray orupsep i. Dno’t tub efle it i.
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I a laog heva ereartg ’ndot ni remaony ielf. .
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Eth of uutref rcsead mi’ nto. I caer to’nd ti atoub veen. Yast nwta i apst ot in eht. Eakt artts rove 0812 to bkac aanig lla anc i so em aspeel.