Dear FutureMe,
Hey, it's you again.
Heh I feel like crying, past few months you been so sad, how do we escape reality SIKE we can't. Mann, I feel like this whole life is suffocating. we were really born to deal with this huh? childhood traumas and other follows. idkk girl, school has been tough too. I don't even know if it's for me. but I don't know what is. I like being on cameras buttt that's got be funny coz I don't have the confidence when im on it. I just want to escape the hard steps, but I don't have no choice but to go thru it. you have so much plans. ur business, traveling EVERYTHING! I hope when you get this ur in a different situation, environment. I hope ur doing good. please stop being sad. please follow what you really want. EXPLORE YOURSELF, stop looking for love out there, its starts within you. youth is gonna pass by smoothly MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT. stop being sad. I hope by this time, you'll always have something to look forward on to.
I hope by this time, your tears are for happy moments only now. no more sad crying, no more sad thoughts, no more thinking of negativity.
Now, Are you happy?
Epilogue
about 16 hours later
Hey,
I am so sorry you went through this, I know how much **** you were through and how messed up it all was. You were just 20 years old,...
Oubta ot 21 be.
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In ear ot dna 32 onw 42 utbao be camhr ew. I efedfnitr no,w ew ma nwo ear dreffietn. Won we torenrsg ear.
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A ewnh a adalyer asy olt 2402, t?lo sah i onw dan a andheppe olt yrae s'ti.
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Thta lehgian fwe jtus a eunyojr yoru oyu eyar tnmosh smae aerft adttrse ,1)202(. Wsa nto ti aesy. Our was us eman nhealc ni adh adn elgihan her nujoeyr nesmoeo ehpled.
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Amnroey dnot' yuo ta ighnt yrc. Dna of heniagl utb, rehe onw semo otsm tsill conskk geno, aer rou :) ehtre amarust rewe'.
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Adratdegu oellc!eg esencisc recnhbas( 3 hwit hhetla of seeic)cn ew ouy nda ni tiwh maislpdo itasssoace deugatdra eegder an rohet elliad.
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Were iusointta ihrt,g am i a onw etfinrfed ni uyo. Eno a eavh nddnesigtarnu na and tdfiefrne viwe ,wdorl good a fo we onw het.
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As us su own stngarit pass hrtgi veren dna orf mhcu lony stwah' ear illw ew otn on,w arecer ya,ok sti' so swi?e.
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Loat troh?gw rgew ew ho utb.
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Trehe we evldi tai!rsaaul we viedl to ew trevlead ereht,. Ni has stju felt 2202 3202 ew kabc got nda ni nmevoerb. Wsa ightn reev aws alihegn phedn,pea sautralia rpat taht best uro ti joeynur fo eht. Ew ,enoal ldo sreya hrtee 22 twne ta. Stpo eon wsa ni in hsit y,ensyd aaednokwmb ehtre. Mthno tjus apcel yb nwte eyrd" asw nyseyd a scein arwhf ti acldle oyu edvrrai rtsfi ni you crveodsdei hte meti erere"vs eht. Ti i teehr imet veery aws enfgeil eht tosm asw anlmcig. Wsa ewreh tilufdifc simte a was atth ti ustj eyillpcaes on nrfdie eewr like syda ,ehter. Item no wnte wsa and wfrah imet lohew teh i ohme, tlfe etehr to was u,tb i setmi og teerh soal i i i i asd haypp tefl henw eryve vyeer wsa.
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Su sutj leik ,yaw tem seom eth how ew weer anolg pepelo urofdnwel. Sa lwel uleovssre aws ew them ni. Thevsmslee csalpe adn girefu ees eprrtsan dha the osme ceam dorwl edniffrte uot orfm retdealv owh to efli nda ot ro hwit by tiehr. Sroeits hngaeri uossl iletvagrn ni efdeftirn dna nsghit fbtilueua eht neo si fo egmneit sbet. Ti i saw fdno of yaaswl swa emigsothn. Wrokc,-ero eohstl in of fnider teh osenmeo esma ro fenrdi i ti wsa a erwhthe mroo dnfries ywervhere,e i a meda hiwt eb. Chsu ftualuebi saw it hgnti a.
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To to nad relvat eht evrlat ot si and to nad i iomserps pslan htis of dan ttha eb ilwl do oru ym epek nesovri eb stbe vahe arye i daeleh seolurf btse.
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Lstli gitsnhome i 'sit dealnh sady sda 'antc not gte ew era but reehw rtehe. Rea asd s'ti ao?yk sutj at nahmu ayok meit,s to we eb.
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Oyka wno ew yap?hp tb,u i nuqsto,ei rewsna to ma uory ont tey aer. D,swor sono ot "i lifnaly ma ays egt pypah i i poeh ehost. ".
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Wsa am ogd hnbeid ew rsue d,ise ruo lal he tish yb avhe i. To we erweh eth to lecap taht a cieoernrtdi swa grhhuot nwte het lal urse su degsoson amed inpa ot be he ot we ear apecl supopdes the ringb of nad. Tustr etsl' dan ruo gtuntip peek tiafh toin mhi so,.
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Tnakh tsrae adn 02 wno eth nca fse,l rae be het uoy ogne fro athnk wno you ouy egon atth ear snesdas nwo rfo aese hatt ta all lod reya lla. Am we let lla os i ,og own cna og tlengit hutr teh uoy. Neam goienfgrtt on ton it ma i ou,y dsoe toaub. Aptr i eb me, eb roevefr uoy tfkahuln nad ouy ma i you laefugtr of lwil a for rfo wlyaas llwi waslya.
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Elov nad ldo my y,uo elsf gdooybe i.
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'ltse won ofrm n,o paphy be.
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