A letter from January 21st, 2021

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey, it's you again. Heh I feel like crying, past few months you been so sad, how do we escape reality SIKE we can't. Mann, I feel like this whole life is suffocating. we were really born to deal with this huh? childhood traumas and other follows. idkk girl, school has been tough too. I don't even know if it's for me. but I don't know what is. I like being on cameras buttt that's got be funny coz I don't have the confidence when im on it. I just want to escape the hard steps, but I don't have no choice but to go thru it. you have so much plans. ur business, traveling EVERYTHING! I hope when you get this ur in a different situation, environment. I hope ur doing good. please stop being sad. please follow what you really want. EXPLORE YOURSELF, stop looking for love out there, its starts within you. youth is gonna pass by smoothly MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT. stop being sad. I hope by this time, you'll always have something to look forward on to. I hope by this time, your tears are for happy moments only now. no more sad crying, no more sad thoughts, no more thinking of negativity. Now, Are you happy?

Epilogue

about 16 hours later

Hey,

I am so sorry you went through this, I know how much **** you were through and how messed up it all was. You were just 20 years old,...

Autob be 21 to.
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Yrc ornaemy nghti otdn' ta oyu. Eher msot rehte ogn,e ): fo mseo e'rwe lagenhi istll rou era sknock dna uatmrsa wno t,bu.
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Btu oh aolt we grew hg?orwt.
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I yera roivnes and tlavre esbt epke rsmpsioe and ot estb to alrtev oerfsul hdeael be eb fo is dan lliw hits do uor avhe ot i hatt ot naslp nad my het.
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Igstohnem egt adsy ncat' we litls rea dsa its' heter ont ubt dhlaen i where. Be ew yoak met,si ads ot kyo?a human jtsu sti' at rae.
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Wno eansrw ma b,tu ot sen,qouti ton y?phpa i royu aer yaok ew yte. Stohe nsoo fyinall to "i ayphp i ysa ma poeh i ,rswod tge. ".
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I asw lal ew ihts eh bnehid ,iesd seur am god by aevh uro. To teh nda inedtreoicr ot tnew daem a puesosdp aws ewher teh eh aer ot atht ipan apelc outhrgh hte gsesnood ecapl ot seru rginb we eb lla su fo we. Os, him tustr e'stl fhtai oru nugtitp dna ekep oint.
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Raye won sssdnae teh htat resat rae rea orf now ,self ngeo yuo lal for lal yuo uoy at noeg nda onw aknht asee eht be old taht 02 ntahk nac. Teh am ouy uhtr etl lal i go wno ntiletg nac og, we os. I uoatb it nttrggiofe sdoe on y,ou tno mane am. Everfro i fleaurtg ma fo eb you adn i ofr aprt eb ouy fnhatkul lliw slwyaa em, a ylaasw lilw orf oyu.
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Nda odl ym veol ybooegd y,uo elsf i.
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Be te'ls won pphya o,n fmro.

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