A letter from January 12th, 2021

Dear me from the future, Hey there me! I'm so proud of what you've achieved so far.. I know that we've been struggling with insecurities and anxiety but I know we can get through this together! I know and believe that we are stronger than our bad thoughts may make us believe! We are smart and capable of so many things.. It's just us that is holding ourselves back. Right now, I'm currently trying to think of the world as a better place.. Not the deep, dark, slums that we usually see it as. I know that deep in our hearts that we are more than what we are, that we are capable of doing so much more. Just please remember, YOU ARE NEVER ALONE! Of course I don't mean that in a threatening way, I meant that in a more inspiring and caring way. We have friends and family members that will always want to be there for you and me! We are so lucky to have them and sometimes, we just need to open up a little. We are not a burden! I repeat, WE ARE NOT A BURDEN! We have all these people that look up to us and love us, we have all these people that care so much about us and sometimes we don't even realize it! I know things might seem hard sometimes, I mean- gosh darnit, future me, we want to have a place in law! And law is no easy task of getting into. But I want you to remember who you are, YOU ARE A LITERAL SUNSHINE GIRL! Remember all the times you've picked yourself up even when the world beat you down, remember all the times you've brought other people into the light and making them see a brighter view, REMEMBER ALL THE TIMES YOU'VE COME BACK STRONGER THAN EVER! You are so much more stronger than you may think, you have collapsed in on yourself and only came back with twice the amount of muscles! You need to believe in yourself, you need to realize that you are so much more than who you think you may be. Trust me, I know who you are. I am you, you are me. I love you, they love you, we all love you. Hang in there. I believe in you, future me.