A letter from January 1st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hello Nina, my goals to 2021 are set, so now I'm gonna write them down here for you to look after me in 2022. The 2020 was a year full of unexpected things and not much freedom, so now I don't expect much else even from 2021, but I want to help people around me, my closest friends, but also me, to feel happy, loved and satisfied with yourself. I wanna become the best version of myself, but mostly I want to feel confident in things I do and I want to feel happy in my mind and body. I hope so that 2021 is not gonna take away as many things as 2020 did, but you never know, so you have to be prepared for everything, emotionally, mentally and also physically. Hope so for that I'll meet some great new people in 2021 and make many amazing memories from this year, even during global pandemic of Covid-19. I really want to meet some people, that I haven't seen for almost 2 years now and still have a strong connection with them and they do mean pretty much to me, so I believe that it'll be possible for me somehow to make it happen. I think that all of people who are so important to you know about that, but don't forget to remind them about it regularly. Person with a big role in your life doesn't really have to be the one that you text with the most or that you meet up with the most, because for these people it doesn't really matter, cause they'll never forget about you (I hope so they won't🤞🏻) and the most important thing is you can't forget also, cause for me, if you'll, you didn't care as much as you tried to pretend, you were just playing a good game around them and you know that, I'm pretty sure you do. I'm really thankful for people who are being honest with me in good but even in bad situations, if they do make mistakes, I don't care, everybody does, you just have to know, what's right for you and what you want. I love real people, really, so please, be honest with everyone even through the fact, that person might get hurt, but he deserves to know the truth about things. I believe and I hope that you won't turn into a scared puppy or a selfish bitch again. I hope so I'll remember what I wrote to you throughout the whole year, not just for few weeks, cause I feel about that it's very important for our lives. Hope so you'll remember after you'll read again for lifetime, and it doesn't really matter if all the things have gone the way you wanted or not, they never go all the time the way you want, that's life and nobody's gonna change that. Hope you'll have a good friendly relationship with HIM (we know who we're talking about, but gonna put initials if you won't know. Hope so you'll, but it's your lovely J.J.) i believe in yourself, that you won't make something stupid and he'll not lose trust and love to you. You're not supposed to do things, that'll lead to losing him, but not just him, all the people who are important to you and mean the most in your life, maybe has changed it a little but, but you're thankful for that. And If he'll make something really stupid, think about that, take some time, but forgive him, it's possible, I believe in that it is. Of course he can't make fun of you in the bad way or like fuck Up with you, then you're supposed to fuck him, at all, and don't be sad if that'll happen, even if I think it won't. Everytime, when you'll have to make some important decisions, take some time to think about all the possible options and decide by your best opinion and what do you feel the best about. Don't let anybody out of TOP 3 people in your life maybe 🤷🏻‍♀️ talk into your decisions and into things that you. Maybe you'll regret it later, but you have to make those decisions by yourself. You have to choose things you want, not what somebody else wants. So yeah, that's probably it from me and I'm looking forward to meet up with you again on 1st January 2022, if I'll survive until then. P.S. is covid already over ? P.S.S. Are you doing well ? So happy new year and I love you a lot Nina 🥰❤️❤️