A letter from January 1st, 2021

Dear Future Me, I have a lot of memories from my past self. -When I got wife in a play at a Field Trip (I don't know what my name was) and my crush was husband. It was awkward and I started to wheeze. -I got saved by my classmate (I don't remember) It was slayer, calling me cringe names; SU SUUUUUU- My friend literally wheezed and said "I SHIP IT-" -I peed myself in grade 2 and ended up in the principals office to change and clean myself up -In a game called Treasure Hunt at the school gym, I got tagged by someone. Then, my crush literally went up to me and said "ERINNNNNN" I blushed a lot, didn't expect that- My friend said "GIRLFRIEND ATTACKKK" -When Ms Chen from Grade 2 didn't know how to write "马克笔", I fainted since Ms Chen was asian and knew a lot of Chinese Words. Someone and my crush said "You okay there? o.o" I was brain freeze. -In Grade 2 with Ms Jones, I sticked a note behind Henry J's back saying "Kick Me!! >:)" Then, at home time, Henry noticed the note me and my friend sticked on his backpack. He told on us and Ms jones told us "Class, quiet for a moment. Does anyone know about this note on Henry J's Back?" I was sweating knowing that if I admit that I sticked the note, I would be in the principals office talking with Ms Cheung. Me and my friend lied "No, I don't know this note." So did everyone else. Except they were not lying. Ms Jones additionally said "Class. We are on grade 2 and we need to be respectful to each other. Otherwise, you may go. Have a nice day!" I relived. (I didn't learn my lesson. Instead, I repeated over again until he quits school.) -At recess, me, Max, Jessica (aka. my friend) and Yan. We were looking at some hole. Then, Jessica, Max and Yan said "Mute" and "Pause" I can't talk or move. They were leaving without me laughing. I went to sit on a rock, crying. Then, Ms Mathis came and said "Are you okay?" I cried "Max, Yan and Jessica were laughing at me saying: "Ooh! This is cool! Much better without Erin here!"" She talked to one of them and they apologized. In addition. Ms Mathis even said "Please say something nice to her, you have hurt her feelings." Jessica said: I like your outfit.. Max: Your writing is really neat. Yan: I like your drawing. -Lastly; when me, Kyle and Amar were in a Discord Group Chat, they argued over me and said "mhm eRiN sUcKs AlOt" spamming and complaining. I tried to be savage and roast them but they denied it and spammed even more. I told them: "Your going to be in so much trouble ;)" Amar said "pls don't do it or else" I told Ms Parlee, my grade 4 teacher that they were harassing me. It was even Parent Teacher Interviews. I was laughing and at that moment on 2:45 pm, my parent teacher interview was on session. They told us everything about the boys and she said she will for sure talk to their parents. I shared the ENTIRE MEDIA ABOUT THAT. Even on Twitter, GMAIL, Discord and more. Then, my dad came up and said "Please keep the situations to yourself, don't spread it." I sweared at him in my mind and ignored him. I kept sharing the story and only my friend respected it. I felt like I was left out and forgotten."