A letter from December 31st, 2020

Dear FutureMe,i know this might be silly but i really want to look back at this letter and laugh or cry lol idk. 2020 was such a challenging year , i made hundreds of mistakes and i learned a lot. I got my first and my seconde boyfriend ,it wasnt really good tho😏i wanna compare my present self to my future and make sure to reach my goals and dreams. Lets start by my weight, im currently at 60kg and im willing to become 55kg ,dont disappointe me im counting on u. I wanna make lots of memories with my friends and take many photos.also i wanna be successful and get good grades.now imma ask u some questions. Did u forget i wrote this letter? Are u still single (tbh i dont feel like dating rn)how many followers u have on insta?hows your relationship w ur parents? Did your ex text you, if yes u should ignore him lmao.i hope you're doing well , i really do. Im not super fine these days, u know being trapped in the house without school and stuff, btw is corona still around!?? Plz tell me nooo😭😭man i already feel the nostalgia writing this, i really dont wanna grow up:/i guess by the time you'll read this you'll be almost 16 right? I doubt how much imma change in just one year,but u should become mature and a wonderful girl with a great personality. Im begging my stupid ass not to ss this and read it everyday 💀💀😭ohh another thing did u get the Corona virus , if yes did u pass it to your grandparents and kill them. Plz dont.😬😩i feel like im talking to my daughter or something 😂good idea tho i might write one for her as well, i dont even have a daughter u know that right🙃are u friends with majed? It doesn't really matter just asking. Dont get mad at me but im really simping over guys i saw on snapchat , we just do streaks theyre like super hotttt.plz tell me u got a crush cz im really bored this way. Dont worry about anything, the problems of today aren't the problems of tomorrow, treat yourself the best u can , u deserve all the happiness, imma do my best to be proud of me and u , do the same💕.im sure everything will be fixed:the virus, schools, ur weight. Make sure u get nice pictures to post , youre beautiful and ily. Dont do stupid shit when ur mad , and keep your besties around u. I always wanted to write a letter for my future self and here i am. These days are kinda difficult and stressful, i dont wanna lie to u but im not really happy 😖i really need to see my bestfriend and have some fun!! Tell me how my 15 th birthday went , its a week apart. And for the love of God always write your diaries, i dont wanna struggle to rewrite all the details and stuff. There's 20 min until 2021 starts, everything is better than 2020 honestly, i know people and time change and im not the only one who feels this , but like damn why time's passing so fast , next thing ima graduate then be old 😫 i feel like covid 19 is taking away the best year of my life , this is when i should be partying, do sleepovers and create millions of memories, the only memories im creating is remembering myself sleeping eating and studying. Anw find your talent and work on it , don't forget to workout, ik this is hard but keep yourself together girl , you got this.👍💓🤪sorry this is too long , and im acting like a 40 years old wise women , be patient and read it all , u wont be disappointed . Basically im just asking u to achieve my goals and tell me what happened in just one year. Next time im gonna send a letter for my legal self 😏my insecurities today:weight _ nose-brace(they should be off by the time)Do your best , make a lot of friends, nothing is worthy your sadness or tears , its okay to be easy on yourself sometimes 💓i wonder how many times i said"youserlf"😂😂😩 also tomorrow for some reason were heading to the village at 10 am and i need to prepare my stuff but instead im here wasting time writing this lol in my sweaty shirt(is this word right?😬)and i just finished running. I still have to studyyyy, gosh why they gave us exams in Christmas breakk!!!im so fucking madd.ANYWAYS BYEEE WISH UU ALL THE BEST AND IK YOURE GONNA LAUGH AT ME FOR THISSS. LOVEE UU I HOPE I WOULD BE ALIVE THO. Ps:this letter isnt organized at all +theres 3 min till 2021. And tell me if i went bike riding w my friends at some point