A letter from December 24th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Alicia, Hi! How's your life going now, it's been 3 months. Hopefully it's better than it is now. Are you and Reidan still dating? Are you getting to see him more often? Are you working on your clinginess? Have you finally learned how to be happy alone? I hope all the answers to those are yes, but it's okay as long as you're working on it! God, I know it's only 3 months, but I still have so many questions. Oh, has school started back? If it is, how's it going? How are your grades? Have you made any new friends? Do you and Reidan hug and kiss in the hallway and all that cute ****, haha? Now that I'm over with the questions, I just wanted to remind you something. I love you. Even if the answers to all of these questions are no, I'm still proud of you for just ******* being here. It gets so hard sometimes, but don't give up, please. You're gonna live such a beautiful life, you're gonna be a neurosurgeon with 5 kids, a beautiful house, and an amazing husband.

Epilogue

about 3 years later

idk why i’m writing to my little 13 year old self 3 years late, but i guess i owe it to...

Oyu. Be tub oyu ******* yo’du eotsubla gietyenrhv if erbif edhocks lli it i dlot emak. Anreid ouy, taht up nda rekbo dna it eaufbry,r on ouy eh atmlso okrbe oyu edtecha. Uoy tierc,coonr idd rof it rkeab elwih a. Ti for eyar llhe aefrt ,htat saw a. Naluteyvle you btu oerv it ogt. That utb ddi ouyr wokr you icnylg ftaul ,sfuft on wtna’s it. Eh utsj ariden nawst’ ownk eth eitm ta ntidd’ ewhn gonwr plytoemelc dlecla ti us zyar,c ew. Avhe eounnasddig bpd oyu. There httaeenerd he we fof thne he tou su tog 18 rnobdeu itshcnair gto tnes losa hetn ew na hnet sthicnari dsne us tbu imh ew eary dah atndgi dol to tdsarte **** aijl ackb ossal eealntvluy, tgo lyug stdyeodre bit to eflt beacseu rfo eh eh a ot dna sgsor. Our to rofm we alyitib edlahe ycjea of taht now eht tngdai bset dna e’wre. Uglyenien icetsn ,ohhtgu h’es own otl he sdue eth ygu hes’ eb ot hatn a rifdtfeen dna eevr. Onkw, tusj luy’ol be kaoy. Gebin not ew ,oh dna a a w🩷leyra rw’ee egbin ci,sence on, wr’ee thae reenosgnru,uo.

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