A letter from December 12th, 2020

Dear Firefly, Right now,when you are writing this letter,you are 14 years old, today it is the 12 of december. You have a youtube(64subscribers), a wattpad(64 followers), a reddit, a deviant art account, a tapas account. You like reading lore olympus on webtoon also. You like countryhumans, hetalia(you are also very excited for the new season coming out in 2021), greek mothology, you have kind of an au where dionysus becomes king of the gods and defeats zeus i guess,you haven't exactly tought of the details yet. You are going through a rough period but i trust you that you will get better, you are a strong person deep down, you know that right. You are egogender, omniromantic grey-sexual. You have this friend you met on wattpad, they are really awesome, you are wondering why they are your friend. You don't talk that much, but talking to them is wow. I think we have a crush on them. You really them to fall in love with you. They are genderfluid(refer to them as azazel if nonbinary, and Johann if male). They are also asexual panromantic. Whenever you talk or think about them you get flustered and just so happy, you fall in live so easily lol. You don't really identify with your birth name "alessya" anymore. Now you are firefly/gabby/gabbi/gaby/gabi. Your favourite colours are blue,white,black,grey,purple,red. Sometimes you have trust issues. Sometimes you don't ahve motivation. Sonetimes your mental state is really bad, your mental health sucks,and you are stuck. But i hope that you are eventually going to get better, i know it. We may hate ourself, but i love you, you have grown more, you are older,maybe even wiser. I trust you. Also please tell me what happened, did any things change? Anyone died? Are you dating anyone? Hmm? And what about technology? Anything improved? Did we make contact with aliens or do you finally have magic powers to be able to fly or manipulate things like we always wanted? Love, Firefly.