A letter from December 2nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi. its uh, its been awhile. last time i wrote something like this, i was a ***** lmao. i was rude and annoyed. i guess ill tell you what is going on now. we'll see if my interests still match up. – im a huge simp for xiao and diluc (genshin impact) – i havent written a new book, nor have i finished one yet. – im friends with someone new – i dont have glasses – my hair is long – im planning to shift tho i havent yet. i havent given up though. – i still really hate how i look, tho im better at accepting compliments. – i want to cry – im happy but still have those depressing days – my hygiene still is struggling bc of my lack of motivation. – i havent been diagnosed with anything – im still doing online and we're still on lockdown – how are you? im okay. kinda. i just wanna shift, i truly think it will make me happier. – was this year better? am i happier or sadder? – do you still hate naomi? or are you more accepting of her? – do you still argue with her? – is she any better?