A letter from November 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing now? It’s your 19th birthday! Happy Birthday!! I hope your day is going well :). I wanna know if things have changed since a year ago. You still talking to Oussama? Still love him? Covid still there? What’s the situation with a vaccine? How are you finding college? Still in Pharma biotech? That course sucks! Lmao. The virus was such a pain. Have you gone back to writing poetry? If not you should start it again! I feel like an absolute shit person today. I’m not worth it and not good enough. I will have no one left to love me or find me okay in my life. This is what’s going through my head today and more. I hope that’s not how you’re feeling like now. Remember good things will come. Focus on what it is you have that makes you happy and content. I don’t love me but I do love the future me I have pictured and I hope you’re doing well. Have an amazing day! Emma