A letter from November 20th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It’s EDM or EGA here. Dear FutureMe, I’ll prolly loose this but, why not try it. So hey u, how are u doing? It’s currently 5:19pm, Friday, November 20/2020. I’m laying on the bed. We’re doing online school and I’m doing really bad. I wish ur doing alright in school. Well I’m gonna tell u what’s happening and ask u some questions. I’m in a “relationship” u know, with D, it’s not going well and I don’t think it’s gonna last, we’ve been together for 8 months now. My best friend is D (my ibff). And I hope that when u get this u already met her. She’s my best friend rn and my only friend.I came out to mom as Bissexual, as I knew she didn’t accept it, and she just ignore it, she acts like it’s not true. Haven’t told my brothers or my dad, my sister already knows. She is vi too. I’m not as happy as I wish I were. Happiness is 3/10 rn? And my crush is LV. Well I have some goals. Rn I’m 5’4 and prolly 178 pounds. I want to lose weight, get well in school. Me and mom have been fighting a lot later and I absolutely hate it. I miss my dad. It’s been 2 years and 8 months since I last saw him. I want to go visit my country and meet my BFF. I just started TikTok and I have 14 followers I think. I do want to be famous. And rn what I want to be in a the future is an actress and a singer. Are u single? U still want to be the same thing? Is D still ur best friend? U and D2 are still dating? Who’s ur crush. How happy are u? How are u doing in school? Did u quit TikTok? If not, how u doing? Are u happy w ur body? How’s things going w mom? I have a lot to say and ask but can’t think of nun rn. So I wish ur alright and proud of how far you’ve came. And maybe u won’t get the chance to see it, I really with u don’t give up. It’s really hard em but I promise I won’t give up, for u.❤️