A letter from November 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey, how are you? It’s currently 10:59 pm. I’m sitting on my bed, and I’m currently sick with a sinus infection. I have a lot of questions for you. You’re 16 and a junior, how does it feel? How’s school going? Do you like your teachers? Are you in person? If so, how bad is Covid? What’s your friendship with Scott and Tyler? I have... more than friend feelings for Tyler, what happens with that? My current relationship status is complicated. Franco/Kylin and I have been broken up for nearly a month and it’s getting easier everyday, but he’s having issues in his new relationship. Do I get him back? A part of me wants him, but a part of me doesn’t want to be hurt again. He destroyed me, future Nat. I just hope you’re doing better than I can imagine in that department. How’s your mental health? Do I end up being taken to inpatient 2 hours away? Or do I learn to cope? I hope it’s the second one, but if it’s the first, I understand. It’s been hard lately, being quarantined and stuck inside all the time. How’s the family? Izzy will be a year and nearly 7 months old when you get this, that’s crazy. Does Brandon still live with you guys? Are you guys still close? How’s Mom and Patrick doing? I really hope they’re good. My honest goals for when you receive this letter are that you’re in a much better place. I hope I’m in a good relationship or am content with myself, I hope I’m doing well in school with good grades, and I hope I have the same friends as always. Take care, Nat.