Dear FutureMe, its november 7th and I honestly don't know how to feel right now. I hate myself and honestly i kinda want to die but i don't know. I don't even know if you'll get this letter when its 2024 and you're 20. Hopefully you figured out or at least sorta know what you want to do in life. I'm writing this cause I'm at a point in life where i feel kinda hopeless but when you read this ... I hope u smile.I hope that you're crying but because you got through it and i hope you're happy. Im crying right now but you already knew that. I know a lot of things had changed in those 4 years. Like friends,family but you mostly. You better know how to drive,traveled, and do a lot of things with your best friend and if not do one of those things right now.Anyways my relationship with our parents has been so bad this year Im not even gonna lie but when u read this maybe it got better who knows.There's so many things i want to write about today but i rather not. I don't want to ruin your mood whenever you're reading this.I just hope you're doing better then you are right now and that u make 16 year old me proud.
Epilogue
2 days later
Dear past Me, Its november 7th 2024.....tbh about a month ago u wanted to die so idk if this is like a just a repeated thing with u being depressed...
Dan won lla enitggt hple ubt ta ryeo'u selta. A a wkee saw ouy nwo sa adn gotgiylcsoen llwe ot ees sngeei a og on ur scsoiyphotlg etnx dna stiprayctsih oruy entw. . . . Csorotd ltoa so taol of. Thb a tub as tighn bad ees i hsti to'dn. Dha you nya eevnr leph eral. . Thb tsi tbu ltae i ti tmei rtetbe envre ugess a ognl koto hten. Eicsn tno sa myoglo dna leesf oreyu' tis hadd haed lewl fro no before aercl ndoeprssei rkowing sa mdse ryou dan nebe adn. Gto hdad senaogidd for osla lfnaiyl yuo. Aalwsy u vei kownn daem htta ctriamad ylwaas cna crosdto mbdu but eigbn ti lkie tramiacd rub ni eftl ilke eefl ebgni uyo taht aelsta u in faec utb hey ti i eerw wsa. Nebe eflt by eefsl eenvyore taht i 'atsnw einc oardun wno klei ti ti dateniilvad em ive sawaly tbu. Od tosra awysyna i want kwno i ot wtah. Ni ojb won fcinlaian nda iotn hrteo ntwa doog jsut a rpuues anem a i ot irtgh be tche eusac ot cplae feel hten gte hbsibeo rteebt i ym ti. So eetrsh ttha. . Of cadehgn sah also tnghis otla. Peeolp uyo laos nwe yftif etfl sit mte eikl iffty namy leeppo os utb. . . . Ubt sah appyh usp inhtk homnt it htbo konw hwit ttereb ruhgo htwi uyro nda guess uhcm iscne nw(moosedr wthi rdive atlo stpaenr opsirtlaeinh :) woh stih uory fo tgo psat ot i you i so bnee mi htta owsn)d. Ldag wtne mood codul u utb lpoepe c,hum ym ton'd rnui wkno rtouhgh caseu im uyo a eorm ti ktinh gto hruhtgo os tlo angmeii i oldcu i u eevr tnah. Rguhoht u ofr rpuod ntwe wdlou lla iggno em u fo phiarhsds ngeyrthive wkno fo sepetid ueyfslor teh gohrhtu udrop :) dan 'tdno i eb tub mi' u vlgini i yb nkwo if. Korw go i rihehg to the ldo ouyr tihgr leiv i'm hgeirh dan tstnicpeeaxo etg pu 20syr and will hcmu rdloe to dna won.
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