Dear FutureMe, its november 7th and I honestly don't know how to feel right now. I hate myself and honestly i kinda want to die but i don't know. I don't even know if you'll get this letter when its 2024 and you're 20. Hopefully you figured out or at least sorta know what you want to do in life. I'm writing this cause I'm at a point in life where i feel kinda hopeless but when you read this ... I hope u smile.I hope that you're crying but because you got through it and i hope you're happy. Im crying right now but you already knew that. I know a lot of things had changed in those 4 years. Like friends,family but you mostly. You better know how to drive,traveled, and do a lot of things with your best friend and if not do one of those things right now.Anyways my relationship with our parents has been so bad this year Im not even gonna lie but when u read this maybe it got better who knows.There's so many things i want to write about today but i rather not. I don't want to ruin your mood whenever you're reading this.I just hope you're doing better then you are right now and that u make 16 year old me proud.
Epilogue
2 days later
Dear past Me, Its november 7th 2024.....tbh about a month ago u wanted to die so idk if this is like a just a repeated thing with u being depressed...
Inetgtg atles ehpl lal adn own 'ryeou ta tbu. Ewnt eewk geinse nad lwle a nda exnt as ouy swa ru a go a see hoitoscyslpg yrou wno on sytripshitca enloitysogcg to. . . . Tola roosctd fo ltoa so. Sa ese a but dotn' bad ightn sith hbt i. Rlea phle ayn vreen yuo dah. . Hten gsesu i meti a otok tub ognl tis tertbe bth ti erven tela. Ont deah eforbe nad yruo rkgwino fro sfele inpdseroes its rleac ddah as inecs on oryu'e neeb dmse as ewll and dna yolomg. Odedasing dhda osla ofr nylifla uoy tgo. Mtdriaac klei ni in letf ubr hatt cefa i negbi u uoy hye leki lasayw alswya atdacmir lasate eewr it elef ignbe oostdrc ti wnnok anc that mead bmdu tub evi saw u ubt. Ti but by nrdaou ylwsaa eslfe iecn tawns' onw i tlfe oreeyenv lddnaievita vei eben em kile ti tath. Ysnawya atnw nwko otasr do i to i waht. Dan i ancliafin palce thgir obj good won a tehn bteetr a rhteo elfe wtan casue ni mane eurups ot just ym hiebosb tche to i toin be get it. Atth os tehsre. . Aslo ash olat of hisgtn cgdaneh. Eeppol fftyi oeppel new leki iffty yuo tbu sti so eflt soal tem nyam. . . . It so uyor eicsn i hnmot tshi tihw dwn)os wiht bene nokw chum ogt lota ttha pus ubt se(doormnw hnkti woh ot yuo uhrog sah atsp itwh ): anetpsr yoru i fo deivr ianthireslpo mi sesgu dan hyapp tboh rbeett. Thghour otdn' cluod aiegmni i it duolc i ikthn mi u u,hmc inru more oturhgh ym tlo elopep gadl utb tenw doom anht got you useac u os erev a owkn. :) of htuhogr lal u teh i by ulwdo eb fi u ingvil dupor u dna gogni rdoup nkow 'mi etnw i rhhtguo rof eufrlsyo spteide nerhtygiev btu fo rasdhhpis ntdo' wnko me. 0rs2y nda rieghh and ot dna work ptetciasnxoe 'im levi go dlo lwil won up teg ierhhg ouyr rhgti hte i lroed to mcuh.
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