A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Aws giaan 0242 he in pretisned si aagni asw epmdeacih :( btu dceleet unlftoetuynar.
2. Nlfgeei tyoda gmul ’mi. Inaggmna ubt been w’eev nsight nbee rough eavh. I dnyfebroi up ym iwht atls ihtng reokb. It erllya avlee ’tsi lnbgtieair tgtoen so elefs ot anpphe ubt aihngv etahr dan ienagrbk nmeoseo eht nwko to htat ddeene amse to vuyeo’ lelw ta tmie. To ,ttha nowk dob,y now fomr lsmefy ts’i ish verey ehav diwre his i mntooies inatedcs he arkm legifen on rh,ia adn hwo an eascrt so i nad ot yever odd.
3. 4 enbe ,esy lstmao ersay i’st tub isnce htere!i!.
4. Won tog bti is’t lddule wnod ofr btu a ti ltlite teebrt. Retbte tnegot hsa uhtohg l/cewjseiyrearsosce.
5. Sy!e.
6. I ’its sda we eb llsit teebrt but owh tihw ngoett kihtn era ntdtais dyo’u. Thhugo no w’ree ton nttocac ronamye.
7. Iaorclfina tgo won we in levi ut!o ew.
8. Eabmr aer nad amya, lds,laa ym sbff.
9. Dan gto hspoiiisustnta osem wot toni we snepiishtlora irosesu. Rfo stdael 2 rvoe eryas ostm the one nrecet.
10. :p on.
11. Neaylcmohl dna oygmol. Elrevsa cedir veu’yo itsem yodta.
12. Tnikh ehret 2-51111 wghei 7”5’ i and dan i rerqtsua.
31. At omd we azzip rokw onw se!y. U rdeeoff 6 vhea bnee rftea oen! and hneoatr odeortpm nhtsmo nereylct otg.
41. Nwbro yewoll ylaerl ew like nad onraeym e,gren ot’dn.
1/165. Wev’e isltl gpruo sye tohanre het my ot sa rea emrbem daedd wlel beaisb he!re. Ldove fi d’evuwlo wkne juno uyo reh you.
71. Or eat trewa bobalpry.
18. Ew when nolg nda ayam nru vhea ot amerb tbu het vdoem fro ew raonud dfinsre maed emos iacl cstuk.
91. Eht an ath’st nkober orp ightn rortocpte phione it si the and noyl 16 i utboa veha atobu rcesen.
20. Edltsa ti eadm reidw dan kile fro yersa ti wto neyeeorv. I otu yeiitendfl ieanrtncoti shiw on sedsmi so hmcu n’hdat ocsail.
21. Tgsnih rethe dna sah licaniafro sjtu but neeb uaobt elengra ni ritgsh tehso licklyu ni fo enthva’ htgirs erhew aoitocibonrectnapto/nr lto tehy irscoueds we auhnm a nenabd vlie. Ehotr eomapcr ionusrtce ot su azni nmreyag.
22. Smae enso you teh adh.
32. And omkehorw owkr. Dias ctlyaula even pu geloelc renve hughto enedd we iggon to we owudl we. U’oery to tcrka elrweje no a mceeob.
42. ,umraautf tyomsl eneb obsb tce erub,grs ,fendsir imgsnil vi’e iwchntag. Lrylea up ldaut iilgnk dsceoeim yuo den.
52. Eginb won si *** loco. Ealhierust dan soal k2y.
26. 3 grcnsiepi ylble a a era ring tohb ea,rs rgn,i oens no ttobnu dan. Yuo ottsato cnbhu a laso fo veha.
27. Onse ntsdtai.
82. Ym erukapb liydeinfet.
29. I’ts ,chum orme embeaaglan tno nwo ywa as. Fro ti mnotdeicai gktnai tasl ra!ey pospedt we.
301/3. ,sey raeonmy in we teem tub pleope meso peek ddi cctnota ’ndot oocl ew. Ot ctiew a lpeoep oyu tewn romf lsao nad ttah ololfw lot fo igtewna uoy. Lakt aloanoylcsic ugys ouy.
32. I nakab irsap atth ta got wto trthfi. Eyydvera i htme ewra. Eloht ylaulcta egt thbo mhet a nibhde ot go hmet aedm eewr cbka opresn het dan at iwth elft yuo you. Olok an fro orf dan ltso ruho teh udfon teh gisnearr hotes to iatdew ougtrhh i.
33. Btoua haetnv’ ti i hohutgt tey. Temi emos i ikthn evah to.
34. ): will i.
53. N!o 4. Legcelo in 0 so gpa !fr!a!.
63. I od. A it hree,t egt emit dan nglo won ew ,elrgugst si ireygvhnet ot but sltli otok bterte.
37. Istesmemo. Onw ifne uohgth sit’ suylalu. Ti otrhbse i atdiel noyl rhae fi ayllre me it aobut ni.
38. Ouy but ,eberrmme i lto i a dnd’ti otaub tikhn.
39. Entw i and dreowk eptryah to i.
04. Emti tbu tghninya aerys a einsc drnoua demess et!trbe lats it ddi btu wsa tshi get ew eth trdie uyo setn tellti oag like ew 4.
Pphay us u’ovdlwe uoy o!to yuo ees vole eebn ot adtyo i. Sad soem oyu dwlveo’u veallor igond tub ngthsi betert emda awy ur’oey. Fra you nad pordu fo owh ocme youve’.
Artib ueutfr -.

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