A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Iecdempha was naiag btu ni rntepeisd 0224 :( he ltdeece si aaign fntunreulotya saw.
2. Datyo mlug ’mi feinlge. Heav rguho enbe tub ebne wvee’ hstgni gaingamn. Ym nofydribe i whit up tginh lsat korbe. It’s efels it at ot btu ppehna wkno to aems eht dna taht ellw o’euvy imet os neddee ot lreyal oeosnem leeva tagberinli hnviag bgakiern hraet tngote. I rveey nda nwo ,raih cstrae on from tsooeinm casnidet akmr sih lfsyme ehav sih yveer to na dan os ht,at by,od ohw i irwde to wkno he lefgine tsi’ odd.
3. Ebne sye, ubt seyar 4 eh!iter! mtaslo isnce ’its.
4. Ofr ltetli bit eudlld a erbtte got dnwo sit’ ti btu won. Ash tgenot wl/rossecyeajeecirs tebtre tohhug.
5. S!ey.
6. Are oyu’d lslit i s’ti iwth das nhkit ew tbu iatntsd bertet eb eogttn how. Rymoane no ’erwe ton ghtohu otantcc.
7. Ew won viel ew in tgo tou! iocainfarl.
8. Ear my bmare dna ,lsadal ma,ya fsfb.
9. Nad ipiltosrhnesa eursiso tino owt esom ashitsiutsnpio we tog. Ovre the msto ctener 2 ldetsa esray orf oen.
10. No :p.
11. Dan heaycnlmlo logymo. ’yuove taydo eitms ecdri raelesv.
12. ”5’7 nda i i nhikt ewhgi -511121 terhe nad qrarutse.
31. Zazip korw omd we se!y at nwo. N!eo 6 tfrae dna been ternhoa tgo rmptdeoo mtshon oefderf tynelrce u vhea.
14. Enrmaoy alrley we ene,rg dna iekl ot’nd bnrow ewlylo.
611/5. Rae anorteh oupgr biabes w’eve merbme ddeda hte eys ym wlel here! to sllti as. Yuo yuo lvwode’u fi wenk vdoel jnou erh.
17. Barybopl tae atwre ro.
81. Ubt unr ot ofr soem kstcu alic domev maya uoanrd haev we dna when amde eht defrnsi nlog we ebamr.
19. Nrscee ctportroe piehno orp is lyno het eth hatt’s haev it okbrne and buoat tobua ghtni i 16 na.
02. And it ayser dteasl it kile tow dmae wredi nrevoeye orf. Recnotainit ialsco i ismsed eytnifiedl shwi so hmuc on otu ’tahnd.
12. Sirtgh nebe ageenrl navhte’ iocrera/nttponoiobncat rhsgti ni nandeb tlo utb terhe uotab ihtsgn levi and eyht we ni ilifaacrno has yckillu of munha crissodeu stju a oseht reewh. Niaz rnymega su raempco ot oterh crtosienu.
22. The emsa uyo ones adh.
32. Heromwko owkr dan. Hthoug ew ended pu to eleolgc vene enevr iads ayuatlcl uodwl we ew ginog. No ot ry’oue ecobem a wjeeerl kctra.
42. Ect agtichwn eben inrd,sef gbusre,r ytlmos ram,tufau obsb mingisl ei’v. Pu nde atldu uoy lrlaye ismeodce inikgl.
52. Ocol onw *** eigbn si. Adn lithuereas laso y2k.
26. ,ersa a on nda tobnut nr,gi 3 ingr a lbyle pnrisiceg btoh soen rae. Aotostt cbunh aveh oyu a also fo.
72. Ttsnida enso.
28. My idnfyeielt upkbear.
29. Rome eaalmegnab won not yaw sa h,ucm it’s. Gkiatn ti dnocmetiia epdopts atsl rfo we rae!y.
1/033. Eekp we ubt tmee oloc rnaeomy idd ploepe no’td aotctnc meos ,yse we ni. Fo a lpeope netgawi orfm olsa taht uyo owlfol wetn ot otl nad icewt yuo. Oyu slccnoaalyoi katl ygsu.
32. I at thftri tog siapr bakan thta wto. Hemt i aerw veyyerad. Bdhein tlfe were uoy akcb ehtm het and htob lhtoe og ithw ta ouy dmae tmhe aullctya a egt orsenp to. Eth i adn ofdun orhu rof ot nrsragie the uhrtgho ofr na stol shteo olok wadiet.
33. Hv’tnae i gtuhhto uatbo yte it. To soem i ietm evha thikn.
34. Llwi ): i.
53. 4 !on. So 0 ni lolegec pga !afr!!.
63. Od i. Tub we koot a hr,eet dan eimt esglr,ugt si nwo ngol htvneegiry to egt itsll it rteetb.
73. Mseomseit. Won ts’i auuylsl uhtogh fien. Atobu em if rahe olyn rlyeal etlaid rsthebo ni it ti i.
83. Nidd’t bouat uyo i mrrmbee,e i a tlo btu tkihn.
93. I yeahptr wnet wdrkoe to adn i.
04. Ti but gao ilke ntse a ouy tub gyhtanni eritd icesn 4 hte ddi was we tge ttre!eb ew htis tltlei last eyrsa onaudr emdses etim.
To oyu eben su hypap ot!o lov’wdue i see evol yatod you. Ayw aemd tingsh yuo lrveaol asd osme trtebe our’ey indog weld’ovu ubt. Of who oyv’ue fra uyo dna moce pordu.
Ratib uutefr -.

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