A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Residnept ni naiga eapdmeich utb gaani tufnyotrulean aws he :( wsa tedclee si 0422.
2. Fgienle ’im lmgu tydoa. Nbee ee’wv nmgiagan hurog tbu been ignsht hvea. Oebkr i itwh eifronbyd pu my tsal itngh. Nad wokn thta ot at leryla esam vagnhi onettg neosoem nliiaebrtg harte it hte ndedee to ewll utb teim ephnpa kaeinrbg so fsele eealv t’is ot yu’oev. Kwno how i dy,ob i reevy driwe omnieost so lsfemy ot no makr ish he s’it shi daicetns ot nliegef wno i,rah atcres dna veery h,tta evha rmfo nad na odd.
3. 4 e,sy tub ret!hei! mlosta isnce sit’ ryesa neeb.
4. Odwn ti tetbre ist’ tbu ogt bti liltte uelldd now orf a. Notteg tteebr yjrsicsceleaeoes/rw tguohh sha.
5. Sey!.
6. Yud’o ebtetr utb thnki ew tis’ ithw hwo are gtnoet ttndsai i tlsli be sad. Tcntoac ogtuhh otn ew’re ayrneom on.
7. Live !out nacrioialf in won ew tgo we.
8. Ambre ay,ma adn are ffsb ym a,sllda.
9. Tgo sihinoatisputs we usrsoie npesrsoahtili mose niot nda otw. One rof roev slaedt otms 2 esayr eht enrcte.
01. :p on.
11. Claloneyhm dna lgyoom. Esmti y’evou rdeic lvasere atdoy.
21. Hinkt treeh 11511-2 i i nad nda 7”’5 higew trqarues.
31. Ta aizpz y!es won odm orwk ew. Rynetelc omdptoer treaf eben ogt fdforee etnhoar htmnso 6 !eno adn hvea u.
14. Tdon’ we wrobn ylleow nroyaem e,rnge keil dan lalrey.
5/161. Puogr tnaehor esbbai to as ellw lslit aer ddeda mmrebe reh!e ew’ve ym eth sey. Yuo uonj ehr ekwn eldvo dwv’leuo fi oyu.
71. Boybpral watre tae or.
18. Tucks dan laic for mseo aounrd eht made gonl ew voemd vahe henw urn to esrnfdi ebmra amya tub ew.
19. Cnseer pro gnhti eht ynlo ttoroprec evah as’tht ekrbon 61 si an i hnoipe dan it het aubto bouat.
02. Orf erwdi ikle ti it elstda aryes aemd wto nda oerevyne. Ssmdei chum ciasol eiyinfdlte shwi no uot so taneitinorc i nt’dah.
21. Ew ni rshtig tsju at’evnh luykcli dan niatpaeoortctornbn/cio a stohe btu regealn nbedan ahs in carafnioli live erthe of tnihsg rehwe otl aoutb eyht irsuedsco been nhamu rgshit. Us yengram nreiuostc ot mecapor oterh niza.
22. Hte adh easm uoy snoe.
23. Dna emkhwoor korw. Evne sdai aulyatlc vneer ot gelcelo deden we ew up ldwou oggin thohgu we. Jeewler a kcart yroeu’ to no ecmebo.
42. Srbr,uge isminlg hnctaigw nebe bsbo vi’e ,rmfuutaa sdinef,r sltyom tce. Decmsieo pu tudla ylrela nde knligi oyu.
25. Si *** ibgne cloo nwo. Nda loas y2k ueritaehls.
62. Seon sera, a nipgseric ,girn obth a lyebl 3 rgin no rae dan tounbt. Atttoos veah a nuhbc yuo of lsoa.
27. Ntidsat oesn.
28. My puakbre ydiieflnet.
92. Ywa emeaaabngl ’ist erom ont ,mhcu sa nwo. Ew agknti tpdepso ti satl teicdimano ofr reay!.
3013/. Eemt lpeope in ’dnot did lcoo omse ew anymreo yes, we tub cacttno ekep. You eiwtc from lto inwgeta ttha llofwo tnew dna to plpeeo aols a of you. Ouy acnyacsiolol altk gusy.
23. Ttha ifrtht aaknb tow i got rapis ta. I hemt aerw rvadyyee. A sonrep eltf meht uoy uyo wree lheto deam get llaatycu to dhenbi and btoh bakc ta the go mhte wthi. Eth rfo olok nad urho weitad for hhugrto eth tehos nfdou asrneirg an ot i otls.
33. Utgohht nvt’hae eyt i ti autbo. Ot miet i avhe tnkih mose.
43. Wlli :) i.
35. 4 on!. !f!ar! so in gceolle pag 0.
63. I do. Ht,eer mite grsultg,e is hyneitegvr a adn ew it to tub tbtere olgn koot tge won tlsil.
73. Ostmiemes. Yualslu ienf wno ’sti huothg. It bauto laelyr onyl rsotebh em if it i iedlta hrea in.
38. Btu tknhi i aoubt yuo tlo i ’dndti a emerrbme,.
93. Ewkdor rhaetpy wtne i i dna to.
40. Eth tish 4 liek nadrou setn btu retid we yaser egt eilttl goa msesde neisc ietm idd a ti uyo tbu asw we nnghayti bteer!t slta.
Elvo eneb yuo veulo’wd ese ot oto! us yahpp uyo atyod i. Ghsnit ayw mseo but ndgio eamd oyu oraellv ryo’eu sda ’wlevuod rtetbe. Uoy vouey’ far podru omec fo ohw and.
Tabir rtefuu -.

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