A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Lfotaurtyneun 4022 ipedhaemc tbu is tcelede :( was swa eedntrips ni gnaai anagi eh.
2. Gfneile glum aydto ’im. Ebne btu nbee ihgsnt vw’ee aanmigng ourgh eavh. Eyorifndb tsla pu ghtni ym bkore i hitw. Kwno eslfe to rbikgena edndee msneeoo ewll noetgt ot utb to igvnah yu’oev si’t os the ti laeev at eraht rigletniba eitm nad mase pphean hatt ellray. I i tcesra ryeve on ydb,o eh won tnsoioem kown dan ,htat to syelmf frmo na naeitdsc sih ’sti sih os odd rdiwe ehav ryeev to amrk nad nleifeg ,ahir woh.
3. Rasey enbe btu s,ey si’t cnesi oaltms rhe!eit! 4.
4. Orf won tbi eldudl ti odwn got ebtetr letlit ubt a sti’. Ngtote sha htugho lsas/eoryscecijewer btrete.
5. !sye.
6. Ear inthk i eb etebtr we utb isllt tnegto dsa sadtnit ’sti o’dyu twih how. Hhotgu aremnyo nto otnctac no re’we.
7. Ew own !uto riaaincofl in we lvei ogt.
8. Are ym aa,ym l,daasl ffbs mrbae dna.
9. Trseipnholais httipiunassosi oirsues onti owt otg mose dan we. Tsdlea ofr 2 ysrae recetn noe het stom ervo.
01. On :p.
11. Logoym omnyealclh nda. Eridc rlsaeev y’uvoe msiet yodat.
21. Iwghe trrqseau -211511 ’57” i htkin and hrtee i nad.
13. Zaizp ew rokw dom se!y onw at. U eahv smtnho adn moeotrpd o!ne nebe rfaet got reyntecl hnreaot 6 fdrofee.
14. N,egre and we eylalr lowyle oyarenm ndot’ ilek ornbw.
5611/. Well emermb deadd rea as e’wve teh my iabsbe pugor ahnrote slitl yes to h!eer. Ldove fi d’ulveow uyo ojun erh uyo kenw.
17. Or atwre tae yaobrpbl.
81. Rmaeb adn heva kutsc maya dovem nehw eth nirefds urn esmo for to ew icla but dauorn long we meda.
91. Enbkor eht an htats’ 16 onipeh ocpoertrt het otuab nda por ihgtn nyol si nceres aehv botau it i.
02. Klei ti and two for wdeir eadm eervoney dselta ti syrea. Wshi issdme hcmu rntneaitoic os i lcisao lyendftiei out on danh’t.
12. Ew humna live dna eben itgrsh yteh tn’evah but florniicaa tbauo in ewehr sha anelegr jtus annedb theso of ethre /oanobntciaoeoitrnrtcp gstnih lot lyickul thirsg in soceidrus a. Eymagrn znia rtueocnsi us to ohrte ecpomar.
22. Ahd eams teh oyu eons.
23. Rkow and khmwrooe. Ew aisd eevn ecoglle edned thuohg up ew ot we never ulwdo lylatacu igogn. Erwelej kratc to ecembo a uryo’e on.
24. Sobb uebgrr,s enbe cet nictwhga efndris, mltyos aarutmu,f isgnmil ’eiv. Nikigl yelrla tudal ned pu dmsceeoi you.
52. *** neibg won si cloo. Turlahiees nda 2yk olas.
26. 3 on oens adn ,saer a aer g,irn yebll a grnpeciis outtbn btoh nrgi. Fo tstoato cbnhu uyo a aslo veah.
72. Ones distant.
28. Neifiyeltd kpeurab ym.
92. Omre yaw ont as now bmlageaaen ’sit ,uhmc. Orf atkngi ti salt cnmiaediot !year opsedpt ew.
133/0. Ey,s ’odnt kepe eleopp mete we aeyromn in olco osme btu tanccto we ddi. Dan to eticw plpeeo oasl tnwe aetignw romf of uoy atth uoy tlo olwolf a. You nycoiacslalo guys ktal.
32. Two i fthirt raips htat got at aknba. Emht earw edrvyeya i. Egt you to letho dna edam spnreo ethm nihdbe wree mhte back bhot og at telf ouy a het ihwt atculyla. The to fro taeidw fnoud serriagn hesot i ostl hotrghu ookl het dan ofr horu an.
33. Ti yte buoat i hvaent’ hoghttu. I esom ot hnkti aevh mtei.
43. I lliw ):.
35. !no 4. So ni glceloe 0 f!r!a! gap.
36. I od. Won gyhtneievr si adn otok ti erebtt tub nogl ,erhte emti ur,ggslet ilstl a get ew ot.
73. Eimosemts. Ohtguh i’ts lyuauls efni won. Ti if me aher otuab ni lrleya ynlo ti aldiet rhsteob i.
83. Atoub i lto tdi’nd ouy a hktin i ubt e,bemmerr.
93. Nad ot i i kdrweo entw reyphta.
04. Satl saeyr tsne a hte hnngtiya ti ubt idter oyu ikle imte urdoan tge aog did 4 tshi we ew tt!reeb etllit esnci medess tbu swa.
Ouy aoydt too! enbe elov i ees us hpypa ouy eulod’wv to. Asd hntgsi but dewl’ovu valelro nidgo moes reoy’u way edam rbeett uyo. Fra duopr adn eocm fo owh uyo uo’vey.
Taibr euurft -.

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