A letter from October 24th, 2020

hey future me, i wonder a few things. are we still depressed? are you still really bad with our anxiety? how is liz, mel, ari, etc? are we still friends with them? if you aren't, please reconnect with them. I'm excited to grow up with them, and i know you are too. Just out of curiosity.. do we still wish we ****** ourself in 7th grade? was it worth the wait? do you regret your first tattoo? have we gotten a septum piercing yet? have we found love after keyarah broke our heart? I wonder if this email is going to actually go through, or if i've already ****** myself. How is anime going? are we still obsessed? i'm probably reading this in the future like 'why did i think it was a good idea to write so many questions like i could reply', lol. do me a favor, future me? after reading this, get up and go to that hill, where the sunset was that day i hung out with malasia. go there and just chill, even if it's with chloe (or by now she might've moved out with sam, i think.) and just text old friends, please, let them know about the huge impact they've given our life. thinking about chloe though, it's kind of scary. is it as lonely as it seems or did i adapt to it quickly? its a wonder thinking about the future. you probably dont remember, but i wrote this while texting liz. i wrote "im also ***** say if im not in contact w u guys anymore to get in contact w/ yall." and she replied with "WDYM? ur acting like ur going anywhere." i hope i'm still best friends with liz in a year, and i wonder if you'll show this to her and be like "i literally rambled in a letter for 10 minutes LMFAO it makes no sense". -- just, is bakugo still alive bro? im writing this while all the rumors about katsuki dying (october 24th, 2020) are going around. it hurts to think about him dying, but if he did, are you able to cope with it or am i just hurting our heart painfully right now? well, that's for all. in a year when i receive this, make another for graduation year. bye future me!!