A letter from October 22nd, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi future ashley! it's ashley from the past. im writing this 10/21/20, and you will be reading this again 10/21/21. so, hows life? have you decided on a career? is it still between nurse and forensic scientist? did you pass freshman year? do you still do cheer? did you make varsity like you wanted to? right now im working on my roundoff back handspring so i can make varsity next year! are you and maddie still friends? do you have a boyfriend currently? how many breakups did we have since last year? i recently just broke up with jack, if you remember him. what our room like? a few days ago i ordered pictures for our collage. do we still have that? is covid still around? if so, have we had to quarantine anymore? im currently writing in week 2 of quarantine. did you find happiness? hows our depression and anxiety? self-harmed at all in the past year? recently it's been getting pretty bad. are we happy with our body finally? ooh who won the election? im rooting for biden 100%. hows marble? is she still alive? do we have any new pets? did we ever get to go to homecoming? if so, was it with a boyyyy? if it was, was it a football boy. yeah, probably knowing myself. how's sophomore year? is it hard? hows mom and dad? what about mikail? she's in 8th grade now. do you have your permit? how's driving? do you and mom go on road trips like we said we would? we just got back from a drive in the country, actually. thats all i really have. hope we're doing good, and dont forget to take care of us. self love baby. love you!!!

Epilogue

over 1 year later

hi, i'm writing this the summer going into senior year. it's a little later than 10/21/21. it's currently 7/3/23. anyways, i can still answer questions.

hows life?
pretty good, everything...

Tmleyreex & rimacadt yflilna raey gnibe atfer nemshfar nsigettl is dwno cyzar insec. Feart ohmtsn tequi het a efw socolh iths my eb htat ddi hcagned ltelti i laliyltre treelt hhig eeitngm n,wko yonl amn ifel ldwou riiwgtn i. Ptyrte atht on (moer trl)ae olongik snreoi dgoo rae ofr na,wyyas nhigst a!yer.
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Vhea on i cedddie a earerc?.
,sey isnngru. A eht got a,eyr ntio lnycerte go enxt yonl ngrnsiu teh dceetpca orf hcosol to i os rpgomra i rpamorg fro the for falh y,ad /21 etohr hnet. D!ceteix 'im eaylrl.
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Pass y?ear i ddi mfnesarh.
And ddi eht da?nik faedli hiry,tso akbc cirdet tbu shoocl mmeurs i gto. Yrae erla rouinj depepahn herwe is blsemorp het.
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I ?hecre lilst do.
Dna uor !yes tish is lla a,syer 4 tlas. .
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Ddi i kmea yir?asvt.
Wno, nto nad tub arvtsiy mi' omsroohpe aer,y rof aydrif lalery tghlis no tdicxee tghin niaag!.
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Dne?fsri nda era adeimd me stlil.
Arlyel otn. Fnderfeit and it twih erdastt eelopp hes tuo erh hnggain cngheda. A toin hsse' on,w eontrs tfusf ahtt dan gto ylukilc ervne i. .
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I evah ibyndr?eof do a.
Oatllobf nad yse! does yapl j,caob is he amen shi. Lkei rfo dna aeyr ,own pu, in i diagtn edta been bef v'wee ghtri ntsmoh tnomh did so taobu mleyfs 4 we rebko alst hnet kown tbu kacb got ewll! a thretgeo orf. Elryla nhat bad reev aws tetber tbu tnmigi eht ar,ey rw'ee atls. .
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Eary? how ecisn i dha amny pkbasrue rmoheospo ahev.
2. E,jak hmnots noe hwo ihts ihwt a emt tfear wtignri wef yuo. Ryaell eftl the rwsto abethaerrk aws ti bylprbao nda 'vie ,messy. 2 no mhi uoy rfoebe eokbr pu uyo hwit etechda lost adn he royu lony i iriitgvyn ewesk to. Fof it adn no ofr a a wsa lafh abd, yare nda. Ot dogo aenlr ormf oc,itx btu yerv. Ojb(ac) hmi te,nh how shoolc seog to tem ihs i lsypa yncelntinove itwh llatoofb ihs fdrein dan. I tub kbeor sa ntdioeenm w'ere 22,0()2 onw tghreote rseouylvpi eary we nig!aa tsal up.
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Omor ym astwh ekli?.
Temrua rf?tifdene? mroe 'its chum. Ve,sni no o,lgacles ansnigpit meor reom no no folourcl mroe. Uhcm calne dna ist' sa ont bsuy oemr. Veol ti aglcmni adn i i'st. .
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Glcao?le od eth i vahe lilts.
On.
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Stlil coivd ounr?ad is.
Ndto' it reymnao ikdna, aher yuo tbu botau. Uyo get sa i,n iyllek icsk fi llwi stet ts'i dkin it stom uyo fo thye rof danuor. Owt nylo ro si now i a ikle q"et"auannir yda ihknt. Had evntah i rmeusm atls it nseic. Ogt stmie i ttalo bieelev 4 a it fo i. .
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Evah do ntqaier?aun ew to.
Lr,aeyl ylnftiieed at tno ont ooshlc.
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I idd aine?phpss idnf.
S!ey.
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Esorepnsid & hosw ?iyanetx.
Trteeb chmu. A steermeepb dhpeel bnee tsi' 'iev ni cinse nad yahtrep lot. It eaylrl i rithg yna oggni o,nw to daovi tays ellw is rbmpsoel emor in toguhh ym even ifle. .
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Eavh ni i rsoopomhe niecs ea?ry hs.
!oenp.
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Htiw my i hpayp bdy?o am.
Ndiak. Miste eherw erhwe ,it o'tnd rehte's heta seimt i and i. Atwh etim acboj egt a gohhu,t ognl wonk i rbeocftalom kntea enma me tiwh ts'i to uoy if. .
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Hwo lceiot?en hte onw.
Uory ti eesubca oyu fo adn ecrpdei gto dbe,in onse. .
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Hsow' e?rmalb.
Edad. Ni hse i tog winr,et njeu oen a slat nwe idde. Tsih eilvd and rhe anem swa ple,ra nrwite tuiln esh. Ujts teyh ondt iebgn kile ldco ssuge i. Etfar ginegtt i rapel poespdt mrstaesh ,edid. Hhtoug do vleo mhet aelrly i. .
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?tspe do i ahve nwe any.
Yes. Sts,eret reank rou slvei oshue udybd adn tnse ni to eht ym ,tve no ppdkndi,ae a hwo ndufo het wen dna eh eanmd tac omm own. Nte'ods alrlye ,xilee tol he a keil elik eolppe sh'e. In tog lvsie soal ttha moor hfis i a ym.
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Go a to b?)yo i emnmcohoig did wh(ti.
Yse ton a coogmni,hme i to byo tbu ntew iwth. Utb ot, i i erfof hnet nlcdeeid dpepsous nwte sih irnsdfe saw adn whti. I btu isht ntwe ot morp go i ot dd'itn sapt er,ya ocoh. I alytclau newt 2 ot. Ajcobs dna im,en. Aedm sseug i rfo it up i so. .
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Was how y?are mroheoops.
Asw it oyak. It ifne, feb edtasrt ubt. Arye atrdest dna ifne uitnl may hentgiyerv ttha i tndgia asw of ,ajek. Hda ayer etmi erve aws eht oesomphor of eht dne 'vie rwost lybaduinen. Ti utb, ddi ewn of all meet i soem leppeo bacsuee. S'hwo new my etsb irdfen ,yeikl. Hiwt ehr beuacse antiktgac ihtrg otg otbh aekj ew lraeyl ew ewhn coesl hse met fo i he saw ertaf atestdr su dna p,u erobk sgismne. Nda lla enht 'sit fo hwo i ,jabco ecedcontn oercsu osla a,jek 'hes os ohhrtug tbu drnsfei tem alcultay iwth lye,ki. Reya ghtouh was ttrepy unf moroeoshp. Ufn ,tdaaircm utb. .
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Hra?d saw it.
Ryaell tno. .
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Satep?nr ym are woh.
Yaok hr'tyee. 'im enco tbu not my a i ,dad tiwh tigynsa ese sltli mih ekew. Luluysa won bajoc scemo. O!sttato mgchaitn me mom tgo dan my.
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Hosw makii?l.
Kmare shse' a etoblru. Ss'he enif ,tgeohsnmi ddnguore asawyl rfo lelvaro ubt. Tlo go and a atenrduves on eotgreht we pgsnphio. .
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I ym veha od ?rietmp.
Ym eavh i leiscen ebte,rt. Tge y,se did i my pimert tub. 2 my dytrihba dasy refta. I i wetn hte sitem ta,ref glrolnyiai eldiaf in ubt 2 day. I iatrbdyh enlcies otg no irtfs nxet ym i etnh it ogt reay yrt ym eht ad,y aslt. .
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Idivgrn? sh'ow.
Gdo!o entisaccd no. I ylrlea ti !arey arc ym rfo seucro ydab ym last ertcddaoe own of and sh'se ,uetc i gto. .
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Me og road omm tsrip? on adn do.
Asyld on,. Elncise on onw avhe ew ahd i tol rpimt,e i utb my my own thta evrdo a uanord mi tlo ym rhgottee when a. .

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