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Dear FutureMe, hey. today is d-day and that's pretty awesome because it means duncan is coming down from california and i get to take him ice skating and make him hot cocoa. angie is my best friend in the whole world. i smoke weed every damn day and i really dont ever plan on stopping. thats cool though because the ganj is fucking awesome. i applied to emerson college and am thinking about applying to hampshire. if i dont get into emerson im gonna bomb the campus. i want to be involved in music journalism and djing in some way. i'm wicked badass. my favorite band is big d and the kids table. im in love with sam and joey, even though i wish i wasnt in love with joey. im addicted to pancakes. i have them every morning with strawberries syrup whipped cream and bacon on the side. james makes them for us because he's a crazy native american. there is also towelhead who is a crazy pseudo-native american that gives angie shitloads of money. im working at friendlys today even though im not scheduled cuz i need a shitload of money. the last show i went to was street dogs with bev and sam. the next show i'm going to is big d/catch 22 with bev sam angie and derek. derek is really really hot. this christmas is gonna suck because nobody has any money, and were not getting a real tree (but me and ang made a fake one). i really need some money and some ganj but i have none, and thats a huge bummer. we're not getting presents either which is really sad because its my last christmas at home. its also very sad because i still havent talked to my dad and i will be having christmas without him. i guess he deserves it though because he's a stupid cunt. i'm in a band called the bush administration, which is the best band in the world. i sing and so does angie and we have shitloads of other people in it too, like jake and mikebrown and tom and cecilia and ryan even though he's a tool. the biggest tool is eric though, who will do anything me or ang tell him too because he's too lame to stand up for himself. angie is in love with an illegal immigrant. i dont really care much about high school or doing well. i really care about music, my friends, my ganj, and living life. i'd love to move to jamaica or go to a good rave for once. i want to meet incredibly interesting people from all over the world. i want to work at camp but i can't because steve is a giant asshole. im on a lot of codiene right now for my bronchitis but i havent done any real good drugs since i did e a few weekends ago, and cid the weekend before that. i am a decent kid who really just wants to get by and not worry about shit. my mom loves me but shes fucking crazy. my sister hates me because i guess i am easily hateable. also she has taken to staying home all day and eating and talking on anime message boards. i love to snowboard, especially blazed, and i love dyson's two footer. i love louisa and dave and brett and all the other random stoners we hang out with. i love dane and dan and the homeless people and the hempest and BRAIN FAILURE. i love dancing in the rain and meeting soulmates and pickinitup, and i probably love you too. heather