Did you get sorted out?

Dear Future Me, If you're reading this you obviously (a) haven't got off your butt & found a new job yet or, (b) haven't found the right one. Either way, how are you feeling now? Settled into monotonous drudgery or biting the bit to get the hell out of there? Have you thought any more about going it on your own? So you haven't been working on your confidence then. Oh well, story of your life so far, isn't it? Really, if you aren't going to make an effort you really aren't going to get anywhere and you'll be old and eating cat food from a tin before you can say "Can opener please". You know you're capable and strong enough to do this. You've ended a crappy 13 year relationship, built a career, met and married a wonderful man, moved to another country and ostensibly, settled down. But it isn't enough is it? Go out and get that extra something you're looking for and stop whining. You know no-one's interested. Good luck with everything then, but, remember to be nice to yourself in the process - go off to see the 21st Century Doors at Wembley tonight. You know you'll regret it if you don't. And happy Christmas - not "Bah, Humbug!".