A letter from September 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You can do this . you came so far you been through a lot and now it time to change that i know it been hard past these 3 years ,but finally you are 18 and you can do whatever you want with the future and i hope you are doing well in your English and maths and by this year you have past and got a job. You have made it this far and we both know it's been a hell of a ride. Life has been hard but let me remind you: YOU are worthy of love. I'm literally so freaking tired of being who everyone wants me to be, and I want to do what I want to do. Stick to your goals, but also go out and do fun things. i hope your 18th birthday is amazing ad i hope you find yourself a boyfriend that will treat you good and he will love you and make you feel lie your the only girl he wants. YOU can o this your a bad bitch . No matter how hard the week was if it was you crying your self to sleep or you just been depressed past these 3 years and nobody knew because you where hiding it with a big smile well that is about to change because I know you can do this and that you can go through this and no matter how hard it going to be I know that you can do this . how you got a job yet ? are you still with Oliver? have you seen your family yet ? how are things going ? are you still crying at night? are you driving yet ? (past me on my 18th birthday)