A letter from September 9th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, how are you i hope youre doing all well, yk this time was really difficult for you, you arent feeling well right now, you dont know whats happening to you but you just know something is wrong and that your feelings are off and you just keep crying mostly everyday since you left lebanon august 15. after the explosion in Beirut its been really hard for us you havent been the same you always make sure you shower after 6:02pm and many other things, it has affected your life but in a negative way.hopefully this time youre studying in lebanon either in wellspring or agbu or any other school just be thankful youre there at least, and if you arent please keep fighting for it so you start feeling better. one year ago today your mental health was shit im pretty sure we were going through depression and anxiety was there 101% um youre grades are shit at this time i hope you've gotten better. whatever you're going through ik you could get over it you are so so so strong and i believe in you<3