A letter from August 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMP! WE'RE 19!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ How are you? How are things rn? Hopefully not as bad as 2020 lol. Sorry if this is awkward I just have so many things I want to say but I suddenly can't remember anything. Hopefully were done with highschool or at least close to being done. Have you done anything adults like yet? Do you have your license, an apartment? HAVE YOU GONE ON THE ONE DAY SUNSET TRIP YET???! IF NOT THEN here's a reminder. I'm sure you might be stressed but if you aren't, then go still cuz I want to go. ಥ⌣ಥ Have you gotten a tattoo yet? If you did, which kind? Haikyuu? Bnha? Voltron? How about any piercings? Have you shaved your head? If not its fine take your time. I know we might not have the same interests anymore but if we do, then nice. Talking about interests... HAIKYUU!!! Is it over yet?ಥ_ಥ If not then oki but if it is then did you cry? Don't lie did you? Its ok if you did. I know how much the helped us do its ok if you miss them. They may have finished telling their story but you are just starting yours. Keep going for them. And for me. Are you still drawing? If so then nice! At least you can now draw our characters in all their glory. I'm sure I already know. The answer but you aren't animating or into any animation are you? I don't know, maybe we grew to have the patience of a saint .( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (sugar~) Ok, now I get serious. We made it to 19. We're alive. We're breathing. I know that you'll accomplish something much in life and prove to everyone that you are strong. You didn't give up. You continued fighting for all these years and you'll continue fighting until you can't breath. I'm so so so SO proud of you. You are so strong, smart, and most of all, you're beautiful. I don't know if you've been told this lately or at all but I love you. Keep going. Keep fighting. Love a good life so when you look back you don't regret anything. Like I said earlier, your story is just beginning. You're at the starting line, ready to take off. Ready to start fresh and leave this **** hole behind. Again. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for staying strong even when life sucks ***. Its going to get harder, we know this but that's not going to stop us. Thank you. For continuing or journey. Love, Emily. -8/26/2020 PS.. The letter on top of the shelf and the voice audio in our phone. Don't forget, I've wanted to read the letter for a while now but I'm leaving it for you. Love you.❤<(｀^´)>

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hello love,

It's been five years since you wrote to me and I love you so much. I wish I'd have made you proud by now but you know how...

Ear we. Nstai elef taht a scisndieo glno orf wu,ldo og veenr wlli it'dnd ohw did i iewlh otuhhgt tsingh em hsiw hyet ttha nda i ew nahepped gthnsi i made. .
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Dogo hte eemtssomi senrpo, ilek mhu,cif hiygatnn i ast'ht dcgnhae tnigh easm 'ewre 'tsnha eefl that a. Tingsh dnelera os amny llist het utb secni 'vei hsgnti, eams hten efel i. I'ts os aoml ynnoangi. Vahe nda t'ndo eeitomssm elsef a uginntda ew lstli ecsha alog atth oteccern to. Woh itwh sldserrage me neolyl tllis si fele i of. I eenv atc'n cnei aehv i lraka ttha's ese if bene so tuksc nod't reh drouna amny frsdi,ne. .
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Anghtni,y i tem fi oesonem. Hetm ubt he brherto ouy me bgar aalryde wkno fo did oh. Ta hwo and ,wnok os wonk neoc on'td i ot tdno' so, i cmuh 'hes lal hse' eefl vnee. Leef fi s'he opulehf a,tyhinng kmiagn em rfo utfeur ym. Nossdu all sthi omla payps. Obr ist uflfy. ,sye the from pieec eon neo. Olma. 'seh os sefel !shh!!ba eytp i hatt onw ti iemrsrgas!abn t,i.
Yeehrignvt tub slitl i lrdo !!!!hmi fulyf uuaiykh i idd veinda olve in olve em. Mayn 'im agdl tnoi rof nets tgnneast seh me os it adn so. Dhae ym o,en kile hgmit tlef het ugsiieorl it xcpeet ofr !opp.
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Asw pniglery eltf em egdareirn mose you ay,wansy keli i ot and roetw elsrtet. I oelv ouy. So ym os mchu aedr. Too i uffyl evol. Moal. Rsuht ivnlgo os cmuh hdae ym rmof ghrti now.
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Yhiauku fustf some i adn oellccdte did i rcy ,ned did evah. No ym trihe hatt edsk veha wno ercnor. It i cnoi,fti re,ya oals ectahwd eht peka ncmaei ovemi sfrit tals swa kaep. I ircde. Lamo. Wkon, up atesdtr ceipe ot eht eno dna aenmi sal,o i athguc uyo as. Loas peka si't. Anht nnyahgti sele os erom. Oemdrun archtcare sa a sa edc,ir orgsapt ekli neo h'tanve ssesim ucmh ew efle d i adn. Eac. Still ont i'm tath oldr ovre.
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Kadin maol rcy em novltor you and anhb oninmet mdae singee. Eekp eth omved dna i itgna oen ogln pceei as as i'ev to ahtt inmgneoitn yre'het geon itrentsse si. M'i to teh utb wingokr illst no gaman ont ti uhgtca up.
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Otn i ckab i os eellv teg nac ngouhe leiwh dr!wa mloainpc ym ndo't im' slkil ,uyo shiw hte on hiwt i nath rpaep i and asw hent gthhotsu ta, to ta reetbt. Zaly sujt vhae i'm so orf rkwo ttah i eth ot 'stath ,lkisl. . .
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Tey tstotao ro no wen pencsigir. Ym eth soon gmhti it my secin os legrno eowtr shti, udosrhel is ayd i uyo uct ayw ahir adeslb rgaichne. Tihgr dnee 'tsi yed too taht adn almo reoagn re rdneu dyde onw nodw to i.
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Ighynt,na ghcena evre rea hnat aisln eofnt 'ethevy eenb! rscolo ptina my ognrle won oto mteh i adn so fi yvere. Tub fetl nreolg anhd noes neso on ym hte sa'tht vehewatr ghrti awy nidk tahn ear nygaionn dan fo ym. .
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End tish owh do i. . . . The ti ouy ntakh nda rfo edar i !tetrle ahtt. Enst ferutu lla dan osen you the. Eimt ni ubt odulc aewrhvet i uoy cakb desn eosm i hisw.
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I velo uoy. Elvo my os dear i uoy mhcu. Ssosssoosooososo mhuc hnikt ot piduts bauot sti. .
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Me, rof fo rcae oyrelsuf akte.
04852--2 eymil.

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