A letter from August 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMP! WE'RE 19!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ How are you? How are things rn? Hopefully not as bad as 2020 lol. Sorry if this is awkward I just have so many things I want to say but I suddenly can't remember anything. Hopefully were done with highschool or at least close to being done. Have you done anything adults like yet? Do you have your license, an apartment? HAVE YOU GONE ON THE ONE DAY SUNSET TRIP YET???! IF NOT THEN here's a reminder. I'm sure you might be stressed but if you aren't, then go still cuz I want to go. ಥ⌣ಥ Have you gotten a tattoo yet? If you did, which kind? Haikyuu? Bnha? Voltron? How about any piercings? Have you shaved your head? If not its fine take your time. I know we might not have the same interests anymore but if we do, then nice. Talking about interests... HAIKYUU!!! Is it over yet?ಥ_ಥ If not then oki but if it is then did you cry? Don't lie did you? Its ok if you did. I know how much the helped us do its ok if you miss them. They may have finished telling their story but you are just starting yours. Keep going for them. And for me. Are you still drawing? If so then nice! At least you can now draw our characters in all their glory. I'm sure I already know. The answer but you aren't animating or into any animation are you? I don't know, maybe we grew to have the patience of a saint .( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (sugar~) Ok, now I get serious. We made it to 19. We're alive. We're breathing. I know that you'll accomplish something much in life and prove to everyone that you are strong. You didn't give up. You continued fighting for all these years and you'll continue fighting until you can't breath. I'm so so so SO proud of you. You are so strong, smart, and most of all, you're beautiful. I don't know if you've been told this lately or at all but I love you. Keep going. Keep fighting. Love a good life so when you look back you don't regret anything. Like I said earlier, your story is just beginning. You're at the starting line, ready to take off. Ready to start fresh and leave this **** hole behind. Again. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for staying strong even when life sucks ***. Its going to get harder, we know this but that's not going to stop us. Thank you. For continuing or journey. Love, Emily. -8/26/2020 PS.. The letter on top of the shelf and the voice audio in our phone. Don't forget, I've wanted to read the letter for a while now but I'm leaving it for you. Love you.❤<(｀^´)>

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hello love,

It's been five years since you wrote to me and I love you so much. I wish I'd have made you proud by now but you know how...

We rea. Eyth sntia nda ohtthgu oesicnsid nhigst ddi a dmea tinghs me d'dnit i wielh ohw goln lwli i elef i orf og rneve d,lowu that ew neahppde shiw tath. .
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Cihmu,f en,psor a htta thsat' ames htnas' agecdnh tihgn gyhnntia eht godo elef 'ewre i lkie seomseitm. Lednaer lefe i evi' hte smea gsnhit os many but htgn,si neisc lltis nhet. Os annoigny omal 'ist. Aechs aolg nda agndnitu a slilt aehv ew that td'no lfsee esmoeitms to rcceotne. Of whti hwo me lefe noeyll i si easlresdgr listl. Veah os utcsk ht'tsa 'catn i i eneb in,redfs even hre cein arakl ese fi ruodna amyn tnod'. .
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Oseomne ia,htngyn i met fi. Garb fo eh idd mthe throbre nkow ho eydraal me tbu uyo. ,so i nad ta i wonk so lal enoc ,know ot who ot'dn s'he vnee hes' efel to'nd muhc. For efel ehlufop nmiagk tnh,iygan if uueftr my 'ehs em. All mloa soudsn iths syppa. Fufyl rbo tis. Rmof cpeei noe e,ys eth noe. Alom. 'hse nwo hatt egs!arabmnirs i s!bha!h! so ti i,t esefl epyt.
Dlro leov etriyghvne ddi em ni iltsl nveiad fluyf elvo aykuhiu !!!h!mi but i i. Os snte mnay nda me atgsnnte os seh tion gdla it fro mi'. Gusiirleo ppo! epcext eth mthig lfet n,oe fro ym like edha it.
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Inyglerp i retwo rieegndra soem tleerst telf dna leik uoy ot wsa me nwysaay,. Ouy i love. Ym os os uhcm reda. I oelv ufylf too. Amol. Rtihg ovngli cmhu turhs rmfo dhea os wno my.
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I did leedtcloc i nad hvae en,d rcy sfutf kuayuih some did. Eirth hvae eskd ym now errnoc no ttha. Pkea stla osla epka adtwech infocit, hte it i rfist ,yera saw ecinam mievo. I rcedi. Olma. Caught s,oal dan nwok, manie eht sdettar up sa ot i yuo noe pieec. Loas ist' aepk. Os anth eles tiygnahn remo. Erccrahat kiel cmhu nduomer ew ci,erd as d as atoprgs neo etvna'h a and i msessi lfee. Cea. Odlr vreo m'i that tno lslti.
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Dna adink you maol oninmte lornovt nsieeg me habn emad yrc. Sa to hte nnienigtom atht nad goln ipeec sa eong is edmvo ieesrtnst 'iev peke i 'yrehte eno anitg. Ton uthcag no orkngwi it pu eth utb im' iltsl to aangm.
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Hnet htiw mi' the iamnopcl swa i ym and at iskll os rppea ta, oehngu cna a!drw tdo'n no whis i lveel eretbt uoy, ot otn tge i i ehwil tanh abkc utghtohs. Krwo i ylaz fro m'i ,lslik os the that 'ttash stju avhe ot. . .
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Enw gpcsrinie yet no or tttosao. Ithmg dbsale so my is ctu i yuo ym eusholdr it teh wtore eicsn grleon cirehgan oons iarh way ts,ih dya. Eunrd 'tsi aonegr ened i dey dedy to thta rtigh oto er nowd now dan amlo.
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Vere ym 'ehvtye thna i fi pnita naeghc era e!enb elnrog tnefo so rveye onw olrcso t,yhinagn nials oot dna mthe. My ear vewhtaer kind and astth' eht hdna my tbu hnta wya trigh seon osne no ngiannyo tfel of lregon. .
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Shti dne do i owh. . . . !eetrlt rade uoy nda ofr eth ti kanth hatt i. Utefur eth uoy tsen all enso dan. Yuo rahvetew kbac cuold moes but in swih i desn imet i.
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Uyo i levo. Voel uyo i os ym dera uchm. To tis mhuc ssoossossossoooo suiptd oubat kithn. .
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Ecar srloeyuf ofr akte of ,em.
-4802-25 ymlie.

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