A letter from August 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMP! WE'RE 19!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ How are you? How are things rn? Hopefully not as bad as 2020 lol. Sorry if this is awkward I just have so many things I want to say but I suddenly can't remember anything. Hopefully were done with highschool or at least close to being done. Have you done anything adults like yet? Do you have your license, an apartment? HAVE YOU GONE ON THE ONE DAY SUNSET TRIP YET???! IF NOT THEN here's a reminder. I'm sure you might be stressed but if you aren't, then go still cuz I want to go. ಥ⌣ಥ Have you gotten a tattoo yet? If you did, which kind? Haikyuu? Bnha? Voltron? How about any piercings? Have you shaved your head? If not its fine take your time. I know we might not have the same interests anymore but if we do, then nice. Talking about interests... HAIKYUU!!! Is it over yet?ಥ_ಥ If not then oki but if it is then did you cry? Don't lie did you? Its ok if you did. I know how much the helped us do its ok if you miss them. They may have finished telling their story but you are just starting yours. Keep going for them. And for me. Are you still drawing? If so then nice! At least you can now draw our characters in all their glory. I'm sure I already know. The answer but you aren't animating or into any animation are you? I don't know, maybe we grew to have the patience of a saint .( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (sugar~) Ok, now I get serious. We made it to 19. We're alive. We're breathing. I know that you'll accomplish something much in life and prove to everyone that you are strong. You didn't give up. You continued fighting for all these years and you'll continue fighting until you can't breath. I'm so so so SO proud of you. You are so strong, smart, and most of all, you're beautiful. I don't know if you've been told this lately or at all but I love you. Keep going. Keep fighting. Love a good life so when you look back you don't regret anything. Like I said earlier, your story is just beginning. You're at the starting line, ready to take off. Ready to start fresh and leave this **** hole behind. Again. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for staying strong even when life sucks ***. Its going to get harder, we know this but that's not going to stop us. Thank you. For continuing or journey. Love, Emily. -8/26/2020 PS.. The letter on top of the shelf and the voice audio in our phone. Don't forget, I've wanted to read the letter for a while now but I'm leaving it for you. Love you.❤<(｀^´)>

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hello love,

It's been five years since you wrote to me and I love you so much. I wish I'd have made you proud by now but you know how...

Ear we. I sinthg atth maed yhet ahnpeepd thta i gotuhth did fro tddin' woh igtnsh iehlw ,dwlou swhi ew and iciesnsdo a em efel i tanis illw onlg go evner. .
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Tash't a hgint eikl ahtt hecagnd somestime ,npreos teh odgo eelf i ufih,mc smea w'ree gihtnayn hastn'. Nsihgt tnsgih, yanm lnadree i lislt eiv' elef eams nseic teh so etnh utb. Inaygnno os ist' aoml. And a to goal o'tnd sllit atth acesh iseesmomt creetocn uganitnd ehva we leefs. Si twih who sllti llnyoe of sregslaerd i lfee me. Snfi,erd tuksc i icen bnee dtno' so 'cnat ees hre yanm heav fi neve sa'tht nadoru i aklra. .
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Aihyngnt, i tme eenooms if. Eh me abrg eyrlaad oh kown ubt fo emht uyo theobrr did. I efle ta cmuh neev es'h nkwo, to tdno' cneo dan seh' all ntd'o ,os hwo so knwo i. Tefruu oueflhp ,nhngatiy mainkg eelf fi me rfo e'sh my. Pyaps dussno lla hsit oaml. Sti bro uffly. Oen eno form se,y the ceipe. Lmao. Se'h elfes own so it ttha pety r!eanasrimgbs i hhsb!!!a ,ti.
I ulyff ddi !!!i!mh elov ubt orld veol em ni nieadv i tviegnryhe khiuauy sllti. Dna me os glda esh so tsne im' tntgasne mnay rfo noit it. Hte rof kile mihtg ym etlf n,oe eexctp it deah !pop oriseugli.
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Rtsteel n,asywya swa degerirna esom ouy iekl oerwt dan i em plrnyeig to fetl. Olev i ouy. Rdea my so os uhmc. Ovle oto i lfyfu. Oaml. Won ym umch truhs so omrf volnig ritgh hdea.
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I i fstuf ned, ddi lccedetol cyr huuyaki smeo did vhae dan. Evha nwo ecrnor my no sked ahtt ihrte. Tocnfi,i loas frits asw hte i kpea ,aery aneimc peka voemi tcewdha it stla. Rdcie i. Amol. Het pu nad agchut yuo w,okn eno ao,sl ot i cpeie sa trstdae naemi. Laos t'si akep. Mero slee ntha os htnygnia. Aarcectrh i hev'ant and we elfe rptogsa a noe e,rdci essims as sa mdnruoe kiel cumh d. Eca. Tslli taht odrl nto evor 'im.
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Ootlrvn nbha cyr adn nidak dema ieegsn yuo me mtenino olam. To oneg as peke tath y'reeth odemv sa the eesrtntsi iatgn si ignoinmetn dna i neo cepei ev'i lgno. Cahgtu nmaga to btu ton teh no ti sillt pu irgknow m'i.
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Eetrbt i i adn uyo, ngoeuh perap gte ihws anth aws akbc ehnt ym with not ta os !ward nac to ilehw ,ta i'm i the tgtushho skill npaimloc eelvl no no'td i. Rfo usjt rkow ,kills ot so mi' s'ttha aevh eth ahtt lzay i. . .
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Nwe on eyt ro tasotto enriispcg. Way ctu irah ngrloe si noos teh thmgi aihgrcne shti, sneic oyu it ym bedsla ym twore so ayd hrlosued i. Trgih egoarn nede ttah re owdn denru oto i 'tis aolm to dyed onw yde nda.
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Eye'htv oneft i ym are oot fi pntai erve n,yhnatig e!bne egolrn athn adn yeevr ehmt so ilsan ecanhg orlsco won. Ym iyonagnn no loerng tahs't utb gtihr ear dan nahd tlef dikn reavhwet oens eons ym eht awy fo hant. .
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Edn od htsi i who. . . . Uoy eeltr!t nda i taknh atht teh ti rade for. Hte estn lal sone uueftr and uyo. Uoldc omse i ni yuo tvweeahr tmie iswh nesd i ckba tbu.
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Yuo i elov. Vloe so uhmc my i ouy edra. Ooososoossssooss sit to stuidp chum nikth otuba. .
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Of fro usyolerf e,m rcae atek.
28-5-402 ylmei.

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