A letter from August 20th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hiiii! So lockdown pa rin ngayon (month 6) and a lot of things happened and are happening. We are struggling financially (I can feel it) and everything is just so ****** up. I feel guilty for being happy that season 5 of Lucifer is coming tomorrow just because I can't do anything to help. We baked banana bread for deliveries and we're currently converting the shop as a grocery store. I really don't know anymore. I've been thinking a lot lately, about how I'm such a loner at school. Looking back that I have no constant or go to friends in college. I used to be socially active and friendly but now I just want to cuddle up and sleep. I hope future me (YOU) figure things out and just be happy. That's all that I really want. I want you to be happy. I hope you're doing well in school and achieve your lowkey dream of becoming an academic scholar. You'll be graduating soon so, HAPPY GRADUATION!!! hoping that we did graduate or is gradwaiting lol. I just want to say that I'm proud of you and the person you've become. You deserve rest and sleep (I hope). By this time I hope we're still friends with our group sinamonyo and angela and tracy. Good luck on everything! Write back to your future self as well! Love lots, Lowellie from 2020 Survivor of the Covid-19 pandemic (sana) A little crazy about Lucifer